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Fandom: Persona 4 
Pairing: Yu/Yosuke 
Rating: G
Category: M/M
Summary: A set of Yu/Yosuke shorts.
Author's notes:  It was meant to be just one story, but I kept writing more so it's become a series!
You can probably read any of the stories on their own, but they're intended to build upon each other and contain minor references to each other.
The series takes place after December in-game and therefore contains spoilers up to, and maybe beyond, that point. Oh, and it's based on the game, not the anime.
The title of the series comes from part of a line in the full version of the song "Shadow World" which is the opening movie theme for Persona 4: Golden (Lyrics here).
  1. Like Amazake
  2. Sliding Scale
  3. What's Wrong With Hearts?
  4. All Over
  5. Tentarafoo
  6. The Search for Yu's Girlfriend
  7. Out and Out
  8. Sleepover Too Soon
  9. Snowy Memories
  10. Every Moment's Enough
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Fandom: Persona 4 
Pairing: Yu/Yosuke 
Rating: G
Category: M/M
Summary: It's the end of the school year, and time seems to be passing far too fast for Yosuke. Before he knows it, the big day is here.
Author's notes: This is a crosspost from AO3 and ffnet.
This story starts just a few days before the game ends. As a result, there are spoilers through the end of the game.
See this page for the series index.

"All right," said Yosuke, peering through the window of the old-fashioned instant camera that was set up on a tripod. "Let's do this!"

His friends on the Investigation Team were crowded together in front of the Inaba overlook's railing. It was the perfect backdrop for a group picture: a clear blue sky, the sun beaming down from high above, a couple of trees at the edges for scenery.

"Ted," he said, motioning his hand above the camera, "move a little closer to Naoto—not that close! I swear—all right, that's good. No, Kanji, you gotta stay in the back. You're too tall! Not that far back, you're out of the picture now. Stopstopstop. Perfect! Now on the count of three..."

He pressed a button on the camera and rushed to join the group, barely managing not to trip over Teddie, who was having trouble staying still long enough for even this one single picture, and stopped next to Yu, who sent him the briefest of amused looks before turning back to the camera.

"One!" Yosuke announced. He winked right as the camera emitted a sound indicating it had taken the picture.

Now that the picture-taking was over, the group spread apart to put more comfortable space between each member. Yosuke noticed Naoto heading for the camera and decided to let her take care of it. She'd been excited about the old thing ever since she saw it, but Dojima-san had firmly told them all that he wanted it back in one working piece. Hearing that, Naoto had reluctantly been forced to put away her screwdriver.

Naoto handed the photograph it had printed out to Rise, who fanned it in the air until the picture showed up. "Wow, Yosuke-senpai!" the idol said, inspecting it. "You got it right the first time. We won't have to take another."

"Why do you sound so surprised?" he protested.

"I was expecting Teddie to get in the way," Kanji admitted. "Hog the picture, y'know?" The bear protested with a 'Hey! So rude!'

"I was expecting Yosuke to put bunny ears on me!" Chie followed up.

"Oh, Yosuke-senpai couldn't do that," Rise remarked, "because his hand isn't free."

Yosuke didn't comment as everyone in the group looked at him and noticed how Yu was holding his left hand. In fact, Yu now hugged the trapped hand to his chest at the sudden attention.

"Oh, Senpai~" Rise put her hands together in front of her and released an over-exaggerated sigh.

"Partners to the end, huh?" Chie teased.

"Oh, I know!" Yukiko announced with excitement. "Take his other hand, Yu-kun! And then we'll take another picture."

"What, while they gaze deeply into each other's eyes?" Chie's grin was diabolical, and Yukiko nodded.

"That's too much, even for me," Yosuke complained, but Yu was definitely trying to grab his other hand to make it happen. "Come on, partner, I'm not letting them have any blackmail!"

Yu let him go with a sigh so overdone that it rivaled Rise's. Yosuke rolled his eyes and rubbed the back of his neck with the hand that was still warm from being held.

Rise took her phone out and took a picture of the photograph with it. She pressed a few buttons on the phone. "There... it's sent! And Senpai gets the hard copy." She handed the photograph to Yu, who looked at it for a moment before tucking it safely away in his day planner.

"I suppose we could take other pictures," Yosuke mused. Dojima-san hadn't said he needed the camera back with any film in it, after all.

"Oh, oh!" Teddie began to dance around. "Me-me-me! I want everyone to have a picture of me! All the pretty ladies, so they'll always have moi with them~"

"...I'd probably burn it," Yukiko said.

Teddie flinched dramatically. "Oh, my heart!"

"Naoto!" Kanji called. "There's a kingfisher on the rail. M-maybe you could take a picture?"

"Ah, that might be a problem," Naoto replied, barely glancing up from what she was doing with the camera. "It will most likely be gone by the time I've reattached the primary lens."

"That answers that," Yosuke said. "No more pictures."

"That's what phones are for, Yosuke-senpai!" Rise declared. "Honestly, I wondered why Dojima-san gave us that old thing to use, anyway."

"It has the instant-gratification thing going for it," Chie pointed out. "Since it prints out the pictures for us."

"It is not an 'old thing,'" Naoto murmured. She had one eye closed while she looked through some opening in the camera. "There are plenty of uses for a camera like this, even today. For one, it provides an aesthetic that newer cameras simply can't."

"Sure, if you like grunge," Rise said. "But you can do a lot of that with photo editing now."

Naoto began to elaborate on her opinion, but then gave up to focus on her work. A few moments later, she put her screwdriver away and handed the camera to Yu. "There," she said. "Your uncle complained about a problem with the flash button not responding. I was able to fix it."

Before Yu could reply, Rise was calling for his attention. "Senpai~ Is everything set for tomorrow?"

Yu paused for a second, looking down at the camera in his hands, then nodded at her.

"Speaking of tomorrow, partner," Yosuke said, "you probably ought to get home. We've got a lot of cooking ahead of us."

"'We'?" Rise asked. "You're going to help Senpai?"

"Well, yeah," Yosuke replied. "Cooking for all of us is a big order. Maybe I can't help with the actual cooking, but at least I can be moral support."

"More like a distraction," Chie commented. "I can see it now. They're still in the kitchen past midnight because they're too busy kissing instead of cooking."

"Which is why we should be going now," Yosuke said, knowing full well that his face was burning up despite all the self-control he was exerting on it not to. He picked up the tripod and looked at Yu, who nodded. After a round of goodbyes, they headed on their way.


"Are you all right?" Yosuke asked Yu during the walk back to the Dojima Residence. It was just the two of them on the empty street. "You've been quiet all day. Well, quieter than normal, that is. About as quiet as you used to be when you first came here."

As if to prove that, Yu didn't answer the question at all. Yosuke glanced sidelong at him, and then wished he wasn't carrying the bulky tripod, because his boyfriend definitely looked like he needed some hand-holding right now.

"Partner?" Yosuke prompted.

Yu lifted his head, not quite meeting Yosuke's eyes. "Y-yeah, I just..." he began, his voice hoarse from lack of use. He cleared his throat before continuing. "I just didn't have any words to say."

"...You're thinking too hard. I can tell."

Yu looked away, apparently out of words again.

They walked in silence for a minute or two. Yosuke noticed it was starting to get dark out. Already? Their group photo hadn't taken that long. He was supposed to have a whole afternoon left to spend with Yu.

Well, on the bright side, he still had the entire night with him. One more sleepover. What number was it now? He had kind of lost count.

"Wh-when..." Yu began, breaking the unnatural quiet.

Yosuke glanced at him as he slowed in his steps. "Yeah?"

Yu cleared his throat again, not that it helped very much because his voice was always a bit dry. "When do you work next, Yosuke?"

"Oh, don't worry about that," Yosuke answered, freeing a hand from the tripod for a moment to wave at him. "I got this whole first week of spring break off. I'm totally free. We could hang out every day, if you want."

"Of course I want, silly," Yu said, meeting his eyes now with the soft expression that made Yosuke always want to use the bathroom. "But you really took that much time off just for me?"

"Of course I did," Yosuke countered, although his brow furrowed a bit while he thought about it. He hadn't actually taken the time off for Yu. He'd put in the time off request a long time ago. So long ago, it was before they were dating. But looking back, maybe even back then he'd wanted to spend that time with Yu.

"That's..." Yu said slowly. "Well, umm... Thank you."

Yosuke blinked at him. His cheeks were all pink, and... Why was he so flustered about something so simple? It wasn't like him. "Geez, you can be such a dork sometimes..."

"But, umm... Do you think..." Yu went on, ignoring his comment. "Do you think you could help me pack on Monday?"

"A-ah..." Yosuke stalled, almost tripping in mid-step. Anything that reminded him of, well... the end... It was something he didn't want to think about.

At the same time, he'd jump on any opportunity to spend more time with his best friend before that end.

"Sure," he answered, hoping he actually sounded sure.

"Then it's a date!" Yu announced, and it was so hammy that Yosuke had to chuckle and shake his head. He'd probably said it like that just to cheer him up.

Though it wasn't as if tonight wasn't a date of its own. Well, as much of a date as the two boys could have with a seven-year-old present.

"Big bro, big bro! And Yosuke-nii!" Nanako exclaimed, running to the door when the two entered the Dojima Residence. She hugged Yu's legs, and after Yosuke set the tripod against the wall, she hugged him in turn, too.

"How was your last day of school, Nanako-chan?" Yosuke asked politely.

The little girl beamed up at him. "My homeroom teacher gave everyone a goodbye letter, and after school I went with Miwa-chan and we played with jump ropes. And then Takeyoshi-kun came by and Miwa-chan tripped."

"Uh, is she okay?"

"Yep!"

"Well, that's good—what's the matter, partner?"

After setting the camera down on the kitchen table, Yu had opened his day planner. Now he was frowning down at the photograph they'd taken earlier in the day. "We... we should've taken the picture with Nanako..."

Nanako tugged on his shirt until he brought the picture down to her height so she could see it. "Oh, it's big bro and big bro's friends."

Yosuke picked up the camera and held it up to his face. "We'll take a picture of you two right now, how's that? Let's see... Let's have you sit behind the kotatsu together. That'll be cute."

Nanako tugged on Yu's hand, and together they went to the kotatsu and posed for the picture. The little girl hugged her older cousin's arm, smiling so hard that her eyes were shut. Yu smiled, too, mostly at her enthusiasm. When the picture came out of the camera, Yosuke handed it to Nanako, and she aired it out with obvious delight.

"Yay, I'm gonna hang it on the wall!" she declared, running to her room.

While she was away, Yu asked Yosuke to come sit by him and take another picture. "Set it on a timer and..."

"Actually, it's out of film," Yosuke said. "It really is! There's a little light right here, see." He turned the camera's backside towards his partner as proof. "We'll take a picture with our phones later, okay? We gotta get that sushi made soon, or else we really will be in the kitchen 'til midnight."

"Check the fridge," Yu murmured. He was tracing patterns on the kotatsu's tabletop. Upon closer inspection, Yosuke recognized that they were hearts. He rolled his eyes, an action totally unnoticed by his preoccupied partner, and went to the kitchen and opened the fridge.

Inside he found several packs of already-made sushi. It was enough to feed the Investigation Team and then some. "Wha... when did you...?"

"I made it all last night," his friend admitted. "I had some free time and extra Inaba trout on hand, so..."

Yosuke hid his disappointment. He'd wanted to watch Yu work in the kitchen one last time. At the same time, though, he didn't really want to be around the guy when he was preparing fish, so he wasn't going to complain.

"We can still do what Chie suggested." Yu's voice came from right behind him. Yosuke jumped, slamming the refrigerator door shut in the process. He hadn't heard his friend move!

And before he knew it, Yu was kissing him softly on the lips. Yosuke kissed back, his eyes closing halfway. Today there wasn't a flavor to the other boy's lips, no, actually there was a slightly metallic tang, he'd been chewing on his lower lip too much recently, and Yosuke knew why, it was the same reason he'd been so quiet earlier today...

Which reminded Yosuke of something that had been on his mind for a while now. Something that he'd been wanting to say before... before it was too late and his partner was miles away. They were alone now, and holding each other, and it was the perfect opportunity, so... He stopped kissing to look into his boyfriend's eyes. "Say, Yu, umm, I..."

There was a giggle from behind him. He pulled a few inches away from the other boy instinctively in embarrassment. Nanako was watching them from the hallway, her eyes dancing with delight at having caught them in a precious moment.

"N-Nanako-chan," he stuttered.

"It's okay," she said. "I think you're really cute!"

"Thank you, Nanako," Yu said, pulling Yosuke back into a hug. It didn't embarrass him to be affectionate in front of her. Probably he just liked seeing Yosuke's face change colors.

They had takeout for dinner because Yosuke wouldn't let Yu cook after learning how he'd spent all that time making the sushi platters on his own. He made Yu choose what they were going to order because he'd always wanted to take Yu out to a restaurant on an actual date. With one thing or another, it had never happened; this would have to be good enough for now.

The rest of the evening was spent playing board games with Nanako until it was her bedtime. After Yu tucked the girl into bed and told her goodnight and that he loved her, he and Yosuke relocated to his room to watch a movie together.

Yosuke put a DVD that he'd brought from home into the player. It was an action movie, the first in a series that he really liked. He was hoping to share the love with his partner.

He sat down next to Yu on the couch. Within just a few seconds, the other boy was cuddling up next to him, his nose nuzzling against his neck. "Isn't this nice, Yosuke?"

"You're so gay," Yosuke told him. And then he clamped his hand over his mouth, because holy cow, that was definitely not what he'd wanted to say.

"Yeah, I am," Yu replied without any shame, not pausing a single moment in rubbing against his neck. "You just now noticed?"

Yosuke let out a small chuckle. "S-so much for that sliding scale, huh?"

"I did say that some people are firmly on either end," Yu murmured. "Does it bother you?"

"If it did, I wouldn't be letting you do that," Yosuke pointed out, wriggling a little because it was starting to tickle. And then Yu started kissing his neck instead and that made him squirm even more...

It didn't bother him, and they were once again alone. He could... he could tell Yu now, tell him what he'd tried to say earlier.

But as Yu began to lightly nibble his skin, he decided it really wasn't the best time. "Ah, p-partner, d-don't we have a movie to watch?" he whimpered.

"I, ah, I'm not all that interested in the movie," Yu murmured, his breath warm against Yosuke's neck.

"I-it's my favorite," he protested further. "Come on, we have all night. It's not that long, really."

The gray-haired boy pulled away with a sigh. He reached over to the work table to grab the remote and soon enough the movie was playing. He snuggled up next to Yosuke again and found his hand to hold, but kept his eyes on the TV screen instead of doing anything more, well, personal. Even so, it wasn't long before he was resting his head on Yosuke's shoulder.

Yosuke didn't pay much attention to the movie, despite it being his favorite. He hadn't seen it in a long time, actually, and now that he thought about it, it wasn't 'his movie' anymore. He'd changed over the last year—heck, just over the last three months—and maybe he thought about things differently now. The hero wasn't all that heroic, unlike Yu or any of his IT friends, really, and the love interest, despite her beauty, was kind of annoying and unhelpful. She wouldn't have been on their team, that was for sure.

So he spent the movie focused on the boy next to him, trying to commit everything he could to memory. The warmth of his skin, the softness of his breath, the careful pressure he applied when toying with his fingers...

And before Yosuke knew it, the credits were rolling. What, it was over already? He didn't remember the movie being quite that short, but he glanced at the time on the DVD player and it was definitely late enough.

He wondered what Yu had thought of the movie. Come to think of it, the guy hadn't said much during it. Usually he'd ask some questions, or laugh sometimes at the jokes, but...

He tried to free the hand Yu was holding and it came away without resistance. He frowned, then turned his head just enough to look at his partner and... seriously?

Yu had fallen asleep. During an action movie.

Yosuke sighed in vague frustration. He was doomed never to spend a real night with his partner. There was so much he'd wanted to do, and so much more to say and talk about...

Well, I can at least do this, he thought with another sigh. He took out his phone and snapped a picture of the two of them together.


The next day was already here. Yosuke hardly remembered waking up or getting changed, but here he was, carrying a cooler full of drinks and following Yu to the flood plain, where all their friends were gathered at the picnic table.

It wasn't going to be their last get-together. There were still a couple of days left, after all. But it was the last time they'd experience Yu's cooking, which was why everyone had accepted his offer to feed them all, despite everyone thinking that they should be treating him instead.

And today Yu had recovered his voice, or at least enough of it to warn them that it was his first time making sushi. "But I guarantee that the fish is local and fresh," he said. "I caught it myself."

"You can fish, too, Senpai?" said Kanji. "You're a man of many talents."

"I wouldn't say I'm talented at it," Yu protested. "It mostly requires patience. But I like it. It's relaxing."

"Y-yeah, that's why I like knitting," Kanji admitted. "Plus when you're done, you get something that someone can use. I s'pose that's how you fed all those cats."

"I also like skinny dipping," Yu went on.

Yosuke spat out his soda, fortunately only onto his own plate of sushi. "Wha... Nobody asked that, partner!"

"I think about that when I'm fishing," Yu explained, as if it was a perfectly normal segue from the topic. "How easy it would be to strip off and jump in the water and have a swim. Especially when it's hot out."

"W-wow, Senpai," Rise said weakly. "Guess we should've volunteered whenever you asked if anyone wanted to go fishing with you."

"I didn't know that it was a euphemism either," Chie said. She shook her head and patted Yukiko's back to help her calm down her giggles.

"There may be decency laws against that," Naoto said. "I suggest you check first. Dojima-san may know for sure."

"I've only gone swimming twice this whole year," Yu said with a sigh.

"And it was Kanji who had the wardrobe malfunction," Yosuke remarked. "Wait, why are we talking about this!?"

"It's way more interesting than the story about how Senpai caught the Guardian," Rise pointed out. "Uh, no offense, Senpai!"

"Which Guardian?" Yu asked. "River or Sea?"

"There was more than one? Uh, just pass the wasabi, will you? Thanks." Rise applied a liberal amount of wasabi to every piece of sushi on her plate. After she ate a piece, she gushed on about how good it was.

But Yu's mind was apparently focused on swimming. "We'll have to go to the beach again sometime."

"Oh!" Rise exclaimed, a wasabi-caked piece of sushi halfway to her mouth. "We should make plans for Golden Week! You are coming back for Golden Week, right Senpai?"

"I'll try my best," Yu promised.

Rise popped the sushi into her mouth and pushed aside her plate to pull out a school planner and opened it to the appropriate page. "Well, Senpai, you'll probably get here either Wednesday night or Thursday morning," she reported, "so our plans should begin then. Maybe we'll go out to lunch. Or we could have another picnic! Oh, but Senpai shouldn't have to cook again. Maybe we could—"

"The food's on me," Yosuke interrupted quickly.

"But we know you can't cook!" Chie said, glaring at him.

"Give him a chance," Yu said. "I think he'll surprise you."

Chie's eyes went wide. "Have you been giving him lessons?"

"Nnnnn," Yosuke began, then bit his tongue. He wasn't sure how much he'd lie to get out of Mystery Food X: Round 2. He settled on saying, "You'll see." Truthfully, he'd probably just order Aiya for everyone. Chie couldn't very well complain about that.

"Okay, so, picnic if it's not raining, food courtesy of Yosuke-senpai." Rise wrote it down on the planner. "If it is raining... Movies instead?"

"N-no, not the movies," said Yosuke. "We're all gonna wanna catch up with Yu. Can't do that in a place we can't talk."

"Oh, I thought you'd like that, Yosuke-senpai! The theater is dark, and you can have a lot of fun in the dark~" Rise teased.

Yosuke pointedly ignored both her and the way Yu began to teasingly stroke his hand under the table.

Naoto spoke up. "I believe Dojima-san wouldn't mind if we brought the picnic indoors if needed."

"You mean just having it at his place?" Yosuke mused. "It would probably work."

They spent some time coming up with further ideas and discarding the more ridiculous ones. The girls collectively decided against the beach—that was what summer was for—and a trip to the Amagi Inn's hot springs was also out of the question because it would be busy with customers over the holiday. They decided to have one day focus on simply walking around the town. It didn't sound fun when written on paper, but it was what Yu liked best: being able to see people, and then it could include people outside the team.

When the schedule was filled out, Rise took a picture of it with her phone's camera and emailed it to everyone. "There! Now everyone knows the plan."

"Sounds good to me," Yosuke commented, not looking up from the plate of sushi he was slowly working on. His partner really was the best. None of his pieces had any fish or tofu.

Yukiko began to laugh. Instead of trying to calm her down, Chie began to laugh with her. "Y-Yosuke," Chie gasped. "Did you even look at the schedule?"

"Not really, I mean, Golden Week is so far away, plans are gonna change..." He frowned down at the paper that Rise now slid towards him. She was grinning so wickedly that her nose was wrinkled.

On the schedule, Rise had marked off 10pm to 10am with 'Yu-senpai & Yosuke-senpai private time~~~ Don't ask~~~.' Several hearts were drawn around it.

Yosuke gave the laughing girls a flat stare and told them it wasn't funny, but that only made them laugh harder. He opened his mouth to complain, but Yu kissed him, and that made him stammer. "N-not in front of everyone!" he squeaked. "Besides, I'm not even..."

Yu tilted his head. "Not even...?"

"Err," said Yosuke, lowering his gaze to his plate of half-eaten sushi. "S-sorry, I spoke without thinking again."

"You're not going to get away with that, Yosuke!" Chie said. "We all heard you. 'Not even' what?"

Yosuke emitted a resigned sigh. "It's just that..." he began miserably.

"What's wrong, Yosuke-senpai?" Rise asked.

"I'm not even happy with that schedule. It's not a good time. That time you marked off."

"It's not?" Rise gave him the most skeptical look she could manage. "It's night time!"

"Exactly," he said. "Yu, he... he always falls asleep."

Rise blinked at him for a moment, and then laughed. "I didn't know you were that boring in bed, Yosuke-senpai!"

"It-It's not like that!" Yosuke retorted. "Dammit, I knew I shouldn't have said anything..."

"That is too much information," Chie remarked. "Although we did kind of ask for it."

"I'm... I'm sorry..." Yu murmured. "I didn't know it was a problem. You could have told me. I would've made an effort to stay awake for you."

Yosuke shook his head. "I figure if you fall asleep, it's because you need the rest. I don't... I don't really mind it, but..." He looked at Rise. "Just two hours earlier on one of the days. Is that possible?"

"Yosuke-senpai," Rise began, then paused, a thoughtful look on her face, like she was possibly going to probe for more information. Then she smiled. "Of course."

"Oh... really?"

"You're right. This isn't set in stone. Who knows what'll happen when Golden Week finally rolls around? I'm going on my comeback tour soon, so I might not even be able to come."

"What, really?" Yosuke said, leaning his head back in surprise.

"Yes, really. Which is why... I'm so glad Senpai made this sushi for us! It was my request, did you know that? And it's sooo goood." Rise ate another eye-wateringly wasabi-laden piece.

Yosuke moved a piece of sushi around on his plate with his chopsticks. Rise was leaving Inaba. And so was Yu, and... Their whole group really wasn't going to be the same, was it? "H-hey, Naoto. Are you going to stay in Inaba? Now that the school year's over..."

The detective canted her head to the side. "Unless a case comes up that requires my urgent attention, I plan to continue my education here."

His shoulders slumped a little in relief. He wasn't particularly close to Naoto or anything... but at least most of the team would still be together. Not that he and Yukiko and Chie would have all that much free time to hang out as a group outside of studying, if their teachers were to be believed about the third year workload.

Now he began to worry about whether or not he'd be in the same homeroom as the two girls when the next term started. What would he do if he didn't have Chie to poke him awake when he drifted off? What would Yukiko do if Chie wasn't there to calm her down when she started laughing at something. Though admittedly, without Chie, she might not laugh much at all.

There were only three homeroom classes, which wasn't too many compared to the city. So the chance that they'd be together was...

He was in the middle of trying to do some mental math to figure it out when Yu interrupted. "Umm, can you finish your sushi?"

Yosuke blinked and noticed that Rise, Chie, and Yukiko were no longer at the table. Huh... when had they left? Kanji was away, too, but Yosuke soon spotted him by the river, playing a ball game with Teddie. Most of the table had been cleared off—only Yosuke's plate was left.

"Oh... I think I'm not hungry anymore, partner," he said.

Yu gave him a sympathetic look, then reached over and took away his plate.


How could it be Tuesday already? Yosuke stared at the date listed on his phone's screen. March 20th? It couldn't be.

But it was. Yu's last full day in Inaba.

What the hell had happened to Monday? He had some vague memories of taping up boxes, and his closet at home was now overstuffed with Yu's old Yasogami uniforms. Cookies had been involved at some point, too, because Teddie had been gushing this morning about Sensei's skill at cooking them.

And that was all he knew.

How did that much time pass, and so fast? And he hadn't said anything, he hadn't said what he wanted to say to Yu and now...

Now he just had to wait for said boy to get done saying goodbye to everyone in town. Yosuke sighed to himself and looked up at the clear sky above. He was sitting at a table in the Junes food court, losing ever more time.

Yu had promised him there'd be alone time later. Yosuke didn't have any more chances. Was it even worth saying now? He'd look desperate and maybe it was too soon in their relationship or maybe it was too late...

Augh.

To distract himself from his growing anxiety, he began to look through the pictures he'd accumulated on his phone. He didn't have as many pictures of Yu as he'd thought.

Here was a picture he'd taken of Yu standing next to the big TV at Junes, the one they used to enter the TV World. He'd tried to get Yu to pose in front of it with a golf club, but he'd refused for some reason. Yu had ended up standing there with his hand resting on the TV's upper frame, like he was patting it for being good. What amused Yosuke the most about the picture was how careful his friend was not to touch the TV's screen.

Ah, in this one Yu was taking on the Aiya Rainy Day Mega Beef Bowl Challenge. Chie was forcing beef-laden chopsticks into his mouth. Despite the sickly look on his face in the picture, he'd had actually won that day. More power to him!

Here was a cute one of Teddie cuddling up next to Yu in his floor futon at the ski lodge. Silly bear loved his Sensei, huh?

The next one was a group picture he'd taken after they'd saved Marie. The strange girl was clinging to Yu like, well, like she liked him. It was Rise all over again, wasn't it? Haha...

Oh, here was Yu on Valentine's Day, all wrapped up in blankets under the kotatsu. The poor guy had gotten sick with a cold that was probably induced from the time they'd been trapped in that cabin in that blizzard on the ski trip, and then worsened by the following day spent running through Marie's dungeon. Because of that cold, Yu had skipped school and missed out on all his chocolates. As a result, Yosuke hadn't been able to make use of Nanako-chan's 'hot tip' that Yu didn't like chocolate. It was quite a shame, but it wasn't like Yosuke'd really wanted to get him anything for Valentine's anyway. He wasn't a girl!

Ah, he didn't want to think about that right now, so he flipped to the next picture.

Which was his favorite picture, though he'd never admit it to anyone. It was just a picture of Yu sleeping peacefully in his futon. He was cute when he was asleep, okay...?

He stared at that picture, time trickling past him.

"Yosukeeeeeeee!" cried an all-too-familiar voice. He looked up to see Teddie in his costume heading towards him. "Can I have a soda?"

"Teddie," he said with a sigh. "Yeah, sure."

He did even better than a soda: he bought Teddie a Topsicle, too.

"You're so generous today!" the bear remarked. He moved into Yosuke's personal space and whispered too-loudly, "What happened to the real Yosuke?"

"It's all me, Ted," Yosuke said with another sigh, running his nails through his floppy hair. "And there's no catch. Just work hard, okay?"

"I always work hard!" Teddie claimed. "At least for the ladies." He quieted for a moment, and his big eyes blinked at Yosuke. "Yosuke? Is Sensei really leaving?"

"Ted..."

"Where's he going, Yosuke? They say he lives somewhere else, but... isn't Nana-chan's house his real home?"

"...I don't actually know where he lives now," Yosuke admitted.

The costume's eyes widened. "He's your honeybear and you don't know where he lives?"

"H-honeybear!? Ted, where the heck did you come up with that?"

"Papa-mura called Mama-mura that one night when she cooked his favorite meal," Teddie reported. "And then she kissed him!"

Yosuke sighed. Too much information! He could've lived without knowing that about his parents.

Honeybear? A spark of memory came to him, a memory of his childhood. His mother was the mama bear, and his dad was the papa bear, and he was the baby bear. Wow, what had happened to those nicknames his family used to use for each other? Well, they were kind of embarrassing...

But huh, maybe it was fitting that he was the one taking care of Teddie.

"Look," he said, trying to get back on topic, "even Yu doesn't know where he is going—huh?" His phone began to ring. The boy in question was calling him. "Hang on, Ted. What's up, partner?"

"Yosuke, umm..."

"Sensei!!!"

"Yeah, I'm here," Yosuke said. "So's Ted—calm down you crazy bear!" He expertly kept the phone away from the team mascot. "Partner, are you still there?"

There was a pause that made him think the call got dropped, but then he heard Yu very quietly say, "Yosuke? Something just came up."

Bad news... His throat began to tighten. It's okay, he told himself. Maybe it just means we'll have to meet up later than planned. That's no big deal. "Wh-what is it, partner?"

His partner's voice remained almost inaudible. "Can you gather everyone at the food court? See, I received a letter this morning..."


Yosuke didn't sleep at all that night. It wasn't from the horror of what they'd had to fight, although indeed that thing had been horrifying—he'd shut away those memories for the moment. No, what had priority right now wasn't horror but a cocktail of anger, frustration, and sadness. Because of that damned final battle, he'd never gotten that alone time with Yu. He'd never been able to say it.

Now time was up.

Here he was, up bright and early at the train station with the others. None of them had been able to sleep much, he noticed with a cursory glance. Naoto was continuously rubbing her eyes, not from tears but from tiredness, and she had a rather large coffee with her. Rise, on the other hand, was already dabbing her eyes with a tissue. Kanji seemed as stoic as ever, and Chie and Yukiko were standing quietly together, Teddie somehow allowed between them.

Yu himself wasn't even there yet, and as they waited for him to show up, Yosuke wondered for a hopeful moment what would happen if he missed the train, but it didn't take long before Dojima's car arrived and he stepped out of it with Nanako. Of course he wouldn't miss the train, that had been a stupid thought.

"Hey," Yu greeted, setting his duffel bag on the ground for a moment.

Silence followed. No one knew what to say.

Then Dojima broke it with an awkward chuckle. "Well, I know everyone's going to miss you, Yu. You've still got a few minutes. Why don't you say your goodbyes?"

A few minutes? Yosuke sighed. That was hardly enough time, and with everyone gathered, there was no privacy.

An elbow nudged him. He looked and found Chie smiling sadly at him. Although she didn't know the details of his turmoil, she could guess what he was feeling. He met her eyes for a moment and then looked away.

Yu cleared his throat, drawing everyone's attention, but when he opened his mouth to speak, nothing came out. He tried again, but the problem persisted. Yosuke almost stepped in to cover for him, but eventually he breathed a simple, "Th-thank you. Everyone."

Now Chie set her hands on her hips. "Silly! You don't have to thank us for anything!"

Yu's overly-tense posture relaxed as everyone chimed in, saying what needed to be said and taking the pressure away from him.

"She's right, Yu-kun," Yukiko followed. "Without you, I might not be here."

"Damn right, Senpai," Kanji agreed. "You saved all our asses. You're the man!"

"Indeed," said Naoto with a nod. "We should be thanking you, senpai. It was your resolve that saw us through to the end."

"P-please don't," Yu managed. "I only did what was right."

"Yeah, but you trusted us, and you led us, even when things got rough," Yosuke added, finding his own voice. "Not everyone would've done that. You're, umm, amazing, y'know."

"Aww, is Yosuke-senpai blushing?" Rise teased.

"He's as red as a cherry Topsicle!" Teddie declared.

"I am not!"

"Oh, Sensei's face is red too!" the bear observed. "Is it catching?"

"S-sorry," Yu murmured. "I'm just... really happy that I met all of you. I know I'll think of you all every day."

"Goes both ways, Senpai," Kanji said. He wiped his nose with the back of his hand.

The station blared a boarding announcement. A-already? Yosuke bit his lip hard and mentally cursed Dojima-san for buying such an early train ticket.

"Ah, that's... that's my sign to go," Yu murmured. He picked up his duffel bag and turned towards the train, but hesitated before going on. "Umm..."

Teddie suddenly tackled him in a hug from behind. With an exasperated sigh, Yosuke tried to pull him off, but then Nanako was there, and then Rise was there, and it turned into a big group hug. Dojima had to be the one to break it up. He pushed Yu onto the train and restrained Nanako from trying to join him there, and moments later the train's door closed.

Yu looked through the window from the other side of the door, his eyes shining with unshed tears. He lifted a hand to wave at them as the train began to chug away.

And the reality dawned on Yosuke in that very moment.

Yu was leaving.

"N-no," Yosuke whimpered.

He walked after the train, his walk turning into a jog and then outright running to keep up as it picked up speed.

Partner, no...

His friends were running with him and shouting their own words of affection and reassurance. He hardly noticed them.

It was his last chance, wasn't it? His last chance to tell him...!

With the train nearly out of sight, his feet at the very edge of the platform, the words finally escaped from his throat.

"Partner—! I love you!"

He barely manage to keep to his feet and not fall over the edge. Tears streamed down from his eyes, blurring his vision. "I love you," he whispered to the wind.

Whether Yu had heard him or not... Well, it didn't matter.

He would tell him in person the next time they met.


[Final Author's Notes: And as the train goes off into the distance, this song starts to play. Or maybe not. My best friend pointed out that it's a great SouYo song, hehe. This story's title came from it.

So, yeah! It was a long time coming, but here it is, the end of this little SouYo series!

It has been a very interesting experience. Honestly, I didn't have any interest in the boy's love genre at all until I started reading Persona 4 fanfiction on AO3. The first SouYo I read was scatter's "There's No Need to Go It Alone," and at the time, I was weirded out by it. Souji loves Yosuke... what...? It kinda racked my mind, haha, but then I was curious and looked for more, so from there I read scatter's other works, Chocchi's "Close Calls," and Chisotahn's "Ten Steps," and several others until I came to the realization that I really loved these two dorks. (I recommend all of those for anyone looking for more, hehe)

Then I ran out of stuff to read, so I wanted to try my hand at writing it myself, and that's where "Like Amazake" came from. When writing stories, I tend to get focused on the how and why. I was trying to answer how the two would even get together and figured that it made sense to be after the game's main events. Why not a holiday like New Years? The game even had a relevant cutscene for it!

It was just going to be a one-shot, but my friend encouraged me to continue, so I wrote more and more, hehe. As I kept going, I decided that there are already plenty of stories exploring the homophobia aspect, so in the later installments of the series I tried to focus more on him realizing how important his partner is to him instead of worrying about 'the gay.' I hope it worked, haha.

Anyway! I think this is where I want to end the series. Anything more I write for these two will probably be, uhh, one-shots of the M or E rated variety, heh heh. It was hard enough to keep the series G-rated to the end! Really, I've been into this pairing for over a year now. I can hardly believe it!

Thank you, thank you, for reading!]


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Fandom: Persona 4 
Pairing: Yu/Yosuke 
Rating: G
Category: M/M
Summary: The Investigation Team finally goes on that ski trip. Yu tries to make memories with everyone. He ends up getting lost in a sudden blizzard with Yosuke...
Author's notes: This is a crosspost from AO3 and ffnet.
Spoilers through February (Golden). This is, obviously, based on the ski trip event in the game (note: the game, not the anime). I tried to work it so that it's not exactly the same, but there are a few lines that are borrowed from it.
See this page for the series index.

"I-I'm not sure I can do this, S-Senpai!" Rise cried from the top of the bunny slope. She wore a pink winter jacket, and its matching pink ski glasses were resting on her head.

Yu, dressed in somber black with a white scarf, was waiting for her at the bottom of the slope. "Would you like me to show you again?" he called back.

Before she could answer, he was already sidestepping his way up the slope until he was at her side.

"Copy my stance," he said. He moved his legs until his skis were parallel. The top of the slope was relatively flat, so there was no fear of either of them starting to go down unprepared. "You'll push off... and if you need to slow down, you know what to do."

"Y-yeah," she said. "In like this." She tilted her skis inward until their tips were almost touching.

"Now, I want you to—" A sudden whoosh barely a few feet nearby interrupted him. It was a blur in white with black hair—Yukiko, followed shortly by Teddie.

Seeing the two go by so quickly dispirited Rise. "I'll never get this right," she said, voice quavering.

"It's all right," Yu assured her with what he hoped was a disarming smile. "I wouldn't be able to race Teddie, either. And if you don't want to do this, we can return to the lodge. I don't mind."

Rise shook her head. "No, Senpai! I'll learn how to ski and make you proud! Watch!" She settled her ski glasses over her eyes and hunched into a stance like she was going to push off. She trembled, and then... straightened again. "U-umm, Senpai... Could you go first?"

Yu smiled to himself. He didn't mind her hesitation; at least Rise had actually made it to the top of the slope. Kanji and Naoto were still at the bottom.

Besides, this ski trip might be one of the last fun things he was able to do with all of his friends—he was leaving next month, after all. He made it his goal to try and spend time with everyone.

He pushed down the bunny slope, skiing as slowly as he possibly could without stalling so that Rise could observe that it wasn't scary. Once he reached the bottom, he didn't climb back up, instead opting to check up on Kanji and Naoto who were around a dozen feet away.


"Thought Rise knew how to ski," Kanji commented some hours later.

Yu, Teddie, and Kanji were in the lodge's public bath. It was definitely what they needed after a long day out in the cold. The water was hot, and so was the steam rising from it, clearing their sinuses perhaps more than a hot soup could.

Yu was disappointed that Yosuke hadn't joined them, but his boyfriend was still out there challenging Chie at snowboarding. Well, Yosuke would probably be too embarrassed to go into the public bath with Yu anyway. This wasn't like the Amagi Inn's hot springs; towels weren't allowed in the water.

It was a good chance to hang out with Teddie, at any rate, since the bear had been racing Yukiko pretty much the entire day. And Kanji, too; although the younger boy was much more comfortable with himself than he used to be, Yu felt it was his duty to ensure that he didn't regress.

"She learned a few years ago," Yu explained, "apparently when she was much shorter. Now that she's grown up, it's frightening. Any luck with Naoto?"

"Tch," said Kanji. He didn't elaborate.

"Nao-chan fell on top of him and he almost scored!" said Teddie with an excited grin.

"Don't pull that scoring shit with me! Nothing like that happened at all!" Kanji growled, splashing water in his indignation.

It only made Teddie giggle further and start splashing everywhere until Yu calmed him down.

"Sensei! I know for a fact that you're scoring!" the bear declared.

"I cannot confirm or deny that," Yu said with a sly smile that was as much as proof to the bear, but strangely he didn't follow up on it.

Instead, Teddie lifted his feet up and played with his toes in the water for a moment before asking, "What's it like to score, anyway, Sensei?"

"No one's ever going to answer that, Teddie!" Kanji said, shaking his head.

"I'll tell you, Teddie..." Yu began, ignoring the choking sounds Kanji made. "Scoring is like..."


That evening, the entire Investigation Team gathered together in the lodge's lounge to enjoy hot drinks, eat snacks, and tell each other ghost stories. Spirits were high, even if there weren't any actual spirits to be had, unlike, perhaps, that night they'd played the King's Game...

Yosuke stood at the head of the table in front of the fireplace and led the discussion. Yu watched him quietly, and maybe his expression was a little moony. It felt like he hadn't seen Yosuke all day... He contented himself with the fact that they had still had another day here to enjoy. He'd have his chance. Besides, he still hadn't spent time with Yukiko or Chie, either, so he'd have to do that, too.

He blinked himself back to awareness and realized with some shame that he hadn't even heard the last ghost story...

"I'm not sure I wanna sleep in this old lodge tonight," Kanji said with a gulp.

"Nonsense," said Naoto. "This lodge has a high reputation. There is nothing to be afraid of."

"S-still," said Chie, "there's something about a house that eats people... Where did you come up with that story, Yukiko?"

"The Amagi Inn wasn't always the Amagi Inn," Yukiko began. "Centuries ago it was—"

"Oh no, don't tell another one!" Chie protested.

"Who's next, anyway?" Yosuke asked. "Chie, I think you're up."

"Uh, all right," the short-haired girl in green said. "One time there was this ancient medallion that was split into two parts, and..."

It soon became clear that instead of a ghost story, she was recounting the plot of one of her favorite kung fu movies.

While the group focused on teasing her about it, Yu took the opportunity to switch drinks with Yosuke. Mm, Yosuke was drinking hot cocoa and there were still a few marshmallows floating in it. They bobbed up against Yu's lips when he drank it.

"Just because a ghost is a minor character doesn't mean it's a ghost story!" Yosuke sounded disgusted. He sighed. "All right, partner. Can you salvage this?"

Yu swirled the cup and watched the marshmallows whirl around at the surface of the cocoa while he gathered his thoughts. "There was a boy who went to sleep and woke up in a very blue room. Sitting across the table from him was a man with a nose so long the boy could almost reach out and touch it..."

Yu further described the mysterious Velvet Room, and though Yosuke complained that there wasn't any plot to his story, his other friends seemed interested.

"And the girl knew nothing of why she was there. She didn't even know her own name, just the name the long-nosed man gave her." Yu paused thoughtfully. "And she still has amnesia to this very day."

He stopped talking and all of his friends were looking at him expectantly. Then Yosuke broke the silence. "That's it? That's the story?"

"I don't know how it ends," Yu admitted.

As a group, everyone groaned. "You can't just end like that!" "That poor girl..." "What was with that nose?"

"S-sorry," Yu said with a helpless shrug.

"I think that's enough for tonight," Yosuke said, "unless Naoto has something to say."

"I have nothing to recount," the young detective replied. "Ghost stories are clearly in the realm of the illogical."

"Thought so. I figured you'd tell a story about how someone thought something was a ghost and it turned out to be that the cat they'd thought went missing was hiding in the attic."

"Oh, I should have used that!" Chie exclaimed. "That sounds like a good one."

"Really? I just made it up right now..." Yosuke said. He picked up the cup in front of him and took a drink and spilled it over his hands when it didn't contain what he expected. "How did my cocoa turn into tea!?"

Yu began to chuckle.

"The greatest ghost story of them all," Rise teased. "Senpai!"

"Partner, that wasn't funny," Yosuke said. "If it was still hot, I could've burned myself!" He wiped his hand with a napkin from the table.

Yu apologized, and Yosuke was mollified. Yosuke did, however, take his cocoa back from Yu's unresisting hands and finished it off himself.

"Yosuke's right, we should call it a night," Chie said. "I've had enough stories—"

"Teddie's turn!" The bear suddenly jumped up from his seat. "Once there was a beautiful lady—"

"I think I'll cut you off there, Ted," said Yosuke. "No one wants to hear you make up a story about how you scored. Especially when you don't know what it means."

"I do too know what it's like to score!" Teddie proclaimed, his chest puffing out. "Sensei told me!"

"Partner, you didn't!" Yosuke covered his face in his hands.

"Oh?" said Rise, leaning forward across the table. "This I have to hear."

"There's no way," Chie whispered, her hand over her mouth.

Yu smiled enigmatically. "You can tell them, Teddie. They already know."

"Scoring is like eating a Topsicle!"

Yosuke groaned. "Really...?"

"That can be taken in so many ways, Senpai," Rise said, raising her thin eyebrows.

"There's more," said Yu. "Go on, Teddie."

Teddie bounced up and down with excitement. "And then finding out it's your favorite flavor!"

"What the hell..." said Yosuke. "That doesn't even make sense, partner!"

Rise and Yukiko were laughing together, and Chie looked like she couldn't decide between joining them or being mortified. Naoto's face was carefully blank, and Kanji was frowning.

"Topsicles are good," Kanji admitted. "But I dunno if I'd go that far..."

"It was clearly a joke at Teddie's expense," Naoto said. "However, it is as good an explanation as any until Teddie matures."

"If he matures," Yosuke muttered. "That's a big 'if.'"

"My favorite flavor is lime!" Teddie declared as if that mattered at all.

"Note to self: never give Ted a lime Topsicle." Yosuke shook his head. "Sometimes I wonder about you, partner... Anyway, it's getting late. If we wanna hit the slopes early tomorrow, we ought to get some shut eye."

Yosuke made to stand, but Yu grabbed his arm and pulled him onto the couch. "Stay back," Yu requested in a whisper so that only he could hear, "until the others leave."

The girls retired together as a group, and Kanji escorted Teddie away to the room while unsuccessfully trying to explain that Topsicles were not part of the process at all.

Alone now, Yu kissed Yosuke on the cheek. "Come on, partner!" Yosuke protested. "You know Teddie'll be back any minute for more snacks!"

"I've been wanting to kiss you all night," Yu whispered, his voice husky. "All day, even! That's why I switched our drinks..."

"I'm sorry to tell you, partner, but I don't think we're going to get any alone time on this trip. Kanji and Teddie are staying in the same room. And you know if we take too long to get there, they'll be wondering what we're doing!"

Yu almost told him to let them wonder, but he'd already done enough to ruin Teddie's innocence today. They really didn't need to be caught by the bear in any sort of intimate moment.

"I'm not happy about it either," Yosuke confessed, a tinge of pink to his cheeks. When Yu continued to look disappointed, Yosuke gave in and kissed him on the mouth. "That'll have to do for now, okay?"

Yu sighed and released him. "All right. Let's get some sleep."

Their room was similar in style to the one they'd had at the Amagi Inn after the Culture Festival. There were four floor futons lined up next to each other, and there was a TV in the corner and a small tea table which held their now-cold drinks. They'd already settled their sleeping arrangements earlier. To maintain their reputation, Yu and Yosuke were on opposite ends of the room. Teddie was next to Yu, and Kanji was at the bear's other side, between him and Yosuke.

Despite not being next to Yosuke, Yu was content with the arrangement. It proved that Yosuke had grown up a lot, since he was completely okay with sleeping next to Kanji now. It made Yu very proud...

And fortunately, unlike the Amagi Inn trip, Yosuke didn't make any incredibly stupid plans to try and raid the girls' room. Nope, Yosuke didn't have any girls on his mind anymore, Yu thought to himself with a smile as he drifted off to a dreamless sleep. Just his partner, hopefully...


They were outside the lodge the next morning. A riot nearly broke out when Naoto innocently commented that the point of the ski trip was to spend time with Yu since he was leaving Inaba next month. Spending time with everyone had been Yu's plan, but it relied on his friends being unaware of it!

"You're right...!" Kanji said, eyes bulging. "I want to make memories with Senpai, too!"

As the others murmured their agreement and began to crowd around him, Yu gripped his ski poles more tightly and quietly began to panic. Were they going to make him choose between them all?

Where was his day planner when he needed it!?

"Why don't we let Senpai decide for himself?" Rise said. "Be honest!"

He wasn't able to stop his eyes from widening, like a deer facing an eighteen-wheeler. Or surrounded by a wolf pack...

"Wait a sec, that's not fair," Yosuke spoke up. "You should all go together, you know?"

Naoto agreed, and Rise followed suit by adding, "Well, he probably would have chosen you anyway, Yosuke-senpai."

"No, actually," Yosuke protested. "I'm snowboarding. Skiing is for chumps! Right, Chie?"

"Uh, yeah!" Chie answered. She turned her snowboard around. "What, you wanna rematch, Yosuke?"

"You're on!"

Yu heaved a small sigh of relief at his best friend's timely intervention. In the end, he spent most of the day with Rise, Kanji, and Naoto again, much like the previous day. Both of the girls finally braved the bunny slope, and the two boys enjoyed seeing them tackle it again and again, though they never became confident enough to move up to an intermediate slope. Still, it felt like progress had been made...


Yu looked up at the sky from the lower valley. It was getting late. This would have to be his last run. He'd just gone down the mountain with Yukiko and Teddie. Before that he'd gone with Chie. He'd spent some time with everyone... except his boyfriend. He tried to find the boy with his silly camouflage pants and the red jacket that spelled 'Jiraiya' incorrectly and soon spotted him by the lodge, arguing with Chie over who was faster on the slopes.

"I won fair and square!" Chie shouted. "You said best three out of five! And I won three!"

"That last run doesn't count!" Yosuke claimed, crossing his arms.

"It does too!"

"Ted ran into me! How is that fair? You bribed him with Topsicles, didn't you? I see how it is!"

"You make me so angry sometimes!" Chie growled. "But if we don't count that run, then we're tied! I'm not in the mood for another rematch!"

"Why don't I stand in for you?" Yu suggested, stepping perpendicular to them to join the conversation. "I'll go down the mountain with Yosuke, and if I win, Chie wins, and Yosuke, if you win, then you win."

"Partner..." Yosuke said. "I don't think that's fair. You're on skis. They're faster."

"Oh..." said Yu, looking sad. "But I don't know how to snowboard."

"You know, it doesn't really matter that much," Chie said, eyeing the two boys thoughtfully. "All I want right now is some hot cocoa!" She went inside the lodge and they felt a small burst of heat from inside when she opened the door.

"Can we go down the slopes one last time together?" Yu asked.

"Yeah. I'm sorry I didn't do anything with you until now," Yosuke said, scratching his head through the hood of his jacket. "I knew everyone wanted to hang out with you. As long as you had fun, that's all that matters."

Yu assured him that he did. He was pretty sure he'd managed once again to please everyone. "And now it's your turn."

"Saved the best for last, huh?" Yosuke chuckled.

While they rode the ski lift together, Yosuke told him about how he totally won fair and square over Chie in their little snowboarding competition. Yu didn't comment, just smiled in that non-confrontational, 'of course you're right' way of his.

And then they were at the top of the slope. From here, Yu could see all the way across the valley below. The lodge was just a small dot at the bottom of the mountain. He'd already taken in the view before, but this would be his last time up here, so it was worth doing again.

Especially since Yosuke was with him.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Yu commented. Snow blanketed the mountain like a field of white. Leafless trees with spidery, icicle-laden branches poked out on either side of the main route down, which was marked out by bright orange flags.

"Definitely won't see this in the city," Yosuke agreed. "So... Did you make any memories?"

Yu nodded. "I think so."

"Remember this," Yosuke said. "I'm gonna beat you down the mountain!" In an instant, he kicked off his snowboard and went careening down the slope.

"But skis are faster—" Yu stopped and sighed because he was protesting to air. He put on his ski goggles and then set out to prove it.

It didn't take very long for him to overtake Yosuke; the boy hadn't had much of a lead, anyway, and you couldn't fight physics. Still, Yosuke sometimes cut corners instead of following the established path when it curved, so at times they seemed somewhat even. Yu would keep it to himself later, but he slowed down a bit just for his friend to keep up.

Yu pulled up short in the valley, the angle suddenly not steep enough to continue skiing. He frowned and looked around, because the lodge was nowhere in sight. They'd definitely gone down main route which would lead them there at the end. He was certain he hadn't missed any of the path flags...

Yosuke stopped a few feet away from him and kicked up his board. "Well, that's that. Chie wins." He sounded happy, anyway—probably still pumped up on adrenaline from the snowboarding. "It's getting dark out, though. Man, will you look at those clouds? Hey, which way's the lodge?"

"I... don't... know..." Yu admitted slowly.

"Uh, partner? I was following you."

"Yeah, you were following me," Yu replied with a smirk. He was allowed to crow a little bit, right?

Yosuke shot him an annoyed look before worry overcame him. "Seriously, where's the lodge?"

Yu didn't know. He looked at his right hand, and then his left hand. The right hand had less snow, so he went in that direction after taking off his skis and shouldering them.

There was a sort of a path between a growth of trees, and they made some progress along it when the storm hit them. The sudden blizzard blew flurries of snow right into their faces. The wind was chilly and blasted through their jackets as if they weren't even wearing them. Soon it was hard to see through the sheer torrent of snow coming down.

Somehow, the storm felt familiar to Yu, though he couldn't answer why even to save his life. He'd never been in a blizzard before, as far as he could remember...

"Y-Yu...? Are you there?"

He could hardly hear Yosuke over the howl of the wind. He glanced back and saw his friend trudging forward. Yu probably only appeared as an unidentifiable shape to him, maybe even a tree. He probably should have worn a brighter color instead of black. He grabbed Yosuke's gloved hand and pulled the boy along with him.

"A-are we th-there yet?" Yosuke asked. He tried to laugh but it sounded miserable more than anything.

"We'll find it," Yu promised him.

"Y-you'll like it if I t-turn into a T-topsicle, right?"

"You're being silly," Yu told him sternly.

They continued in silence for a moment and then Yosuke said, "I can't f-feel my legs."

Yu couldn't feel the cold anymore, and that was probably a bad sign. He didn't know what to do, and he hated that. He tugged Yosuke's arm and told him they couldn't stop moving. Yosuke said he might be about to collapse, and Yu knew he didn't have the strength to carry him if he did.

Fortunately, he didn't have to try. He spied a cabin not too far away. Upon seeing it, Yosuke seemed to regain some energy, and they shuffled towards it together.

No one answered their knock, and when Yosuke tried the door, they found it wasn't locked. They entered without hesitation and closed the door firmly shut behind them. They dropped their skis and snowboard right there at the threshold without any ceremony.

"This place is old," Yosuke said after their eyes had adjusted to the darkness. "It doesn't have electricity."

It seemed to be an abandoned cabin. The air smelled musty and the view out of the window was blocked by dust on the inside and frost on the outside. The snow shovels leaning against the wall were gathering cobwebs. A bunch of cardboard boxes were stacked in one corner and an old lantern lacking fuel hung near them.

It was definitely warmer here than outside due to the absence of wind, but it was still very cold. Yu wasn't sure how safe it would be to fall asleep here, though his exhaustion from their long trek through the snow begged him to try.

"Hey, there's a hearth!" Yosuke discovered. "Maybe we can light a fire!"

They scrounged around the cabin and found some wood and matches and were able to get a very small fire going in the cabin's firepit. There wasn't much wood and it took half the matches just to get it going...

Yu took off his scarf and jacket and laid them as close to the fire as he could to get them to dry out. He had Yosuke do the same, and then they gathered at the fire and held their hands out to it to warm them.

"Fire is a lot hotter in my memory," Yosuke muttered. "This isn't going to last very long, is it?"

Yu, staring at the dancing flames as they crackled and burned, didn't answer.

"This place feels like it's been abandoned... Do you think the others will get a search party out for us? What if we're stuck here until the storm ends? How long do blizzards last, anyway...?" Yosuke trailed off, maybe because Yu had nothing to say.

The fire began to dim along with their spirits.

"We're going to die here, aren't we?" Yosuke whispered.

Yu jerked his head back to reality and blinked at his friend. He realized by the quavering quality in his voice and the way his body was trembling that Yosuke was about to cry.

"We're going to die," Yosuke repeated, "and it's my fault because I wanted to go on a stupid ski trip with you. And now we're gonna d-die together. Dammit... I don't want to die!"

"Yosuke!"

Yosuke bowed his head and sniffled. The tears running down his face reflected the last bit of firelight.

Yu scooted behind his friend and wrapped his arms around him to try to soothe him. "We're not going to die."

Yosuke's body relaxed a little in his embrace. "We defeated that giant eyeball, but our biggest challenge yet is h-hypothermia... Dammit..." He sniffled again and rubbed his raw nose. "Imagine the headlines when they find us. Two Boys Found Frozen In Each Other's Arms."

"It won't come to that," Yu assured him. "Someone will notice we're missing and send help."

"...What if they think we're messing around, and that's why we're missing? They won't send help, then."

"Why? Because they're afraid of catching us?" Yu pressed his hands into Yosuke's belly and was mildly annoyed at how their many layers of clothing limited his ability to be affectionate.

"Well, I don't want to die a vir—what am I saying?"

"I don't think we should take off our clothes," Yu murmured, but he kept his chin on Yosuke's shoulder so that his breath would heat the boy's neck.

They watched the fire together for a few minutes, Yu's close presence keeping Yosuke calm.

"Hey, Yu...?" Yosuke's head leaned back to try and look at him.

"Yeah?"

"I wanted to tell you..." He paused and turned his head away. "Thanks. For giving me a chance."

Yu didn't answer with words, just made a positive sound against Yosuke's neck.

"Even if it has to end like this." Yosuke sighed.

"We're not going to die," Yu told him again. "When the fire goes out, we'll move to the corner of the room, huddle together, and use our jackets as a blanket, all right?"

"Y-yeah..." Yosuke's voice was shaky again, so Yu kissed his neck softly before pulling away. "Y-Yu?" he whimpered.

"Stay here," Yu told him as he stood up. "Stay by the fire." They hadn't finished exploring the tiny cabin, and he wanted to do it before the weak light from the fire was gone. "I'm going to clear a corner, okay?"

Yu moved a chair and wondered if he could break it apart for firewood, but it turned out to be made of metal. As he pushed a heavy cardboard box out of the way, he considered that he could break the box down and then burn it. Unfortunately, it was full of mechanical equipment. He wouldn't have enough time to take everything out before the fire went out—

The fire went out.

"Yu...!"

"Bring the jackets and come over here," Yu directed softly.

Yosuke obediently brought them over once his eyes adjusted to the lack of light. Yu sat down in the corner and patted the spot next to him, and Yosuke joined him. Yu took the scarf from him and tied it around both of their necks, and Yosuke draped the jackets over them. They were still a little warm from the fire.

Yu shifted his body so that his arm was around Yosuke's back. The boy followed his lead and leaned into him. It reminded Yu of the time they'd sat together just like this on the floodplains...

"Yosuke," Yu said quietly. "You didn't have to thank me. I know what I want."

"Right now I just want to be warm," Yosuke muttered. He resettled the jacket and drew his legs in closer under it.

"I want you to know that I have no regrets," Yu went on.

"Regrets?" Yosuke protested. "I thought you said we weren't going to die..."

"Hear me out," Yu said. "We saved Yukiko, and Kanji, and Rise, and Naoto. We caught the killer. We saved Nanako-chan. These are things no one else could do."

"Yeah... We brought peace to our sleepy little town..."

"And you were by my side the whole time," he whispered right into Yosuke's ear. "Every step of the way."

Yosuke turned his head away. "S-so was Chie!"

"Yes, so was Chie," Yu agreed. He took his hand out from under the warm jacket just to turn Yosuke's head back to face him. "But I never wanted to kiss Chie. So... when the two of us became more than friends... I was really, really happy." His eyes were half-closed as he watched Yosuke, and he squeezed the boy's side. "I'm still really, really happy..."

Yosuke dropped his gaze. He found Yu's gloved hand under the jacket and held it. "Y-you know, you make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world. I'm not going to lie. It's been... it's been weird, having a boyfriend. I guess it'd be the same if I had a girlfriend, but... I can't understand it, sometimes. When you're not with me, I wonder what you're doing, I wonder if you're thinking about me, if you're wishing I was there..." He paused. "Ugh, this sounds so lame..."

"It's not lame..." Yu whispered. "Keep going..."

"I don't know what else to say. Except... that I want to be with you more, and... that I'm glad I'm not alone right now."

"Me too." Yu squeezed his hand. "We'll make every day count, okay?"

Yosuke nodded, and when Yu moved in for a kiss, he didn't resist at all. He did, however, complain that it was too cold for this when Yu pulled away. "Isn't my nose like ice? Yours sure is..."

"Want me to kiss that, too?" Yu teased.

"No, just my lips again," he replied. The boy eagerly obliged, and they spent some time comforting each other in that manner.

Then a light flashed on, interrupting the moment. Yu frowned at the shadows that were now cast on the wall behind them.

"A rescue team!?" Yosuke exclaimed.

As their eyes adjusted, they realized the light came from a television that was standing in another corner of the cabin. "I thought there was no electricity," Yu murmured.

"I wonder why it turned on. Let's check it out." Yosuke carefully draped his jacket over the front of his body so that he could carry it with him and then stood up.

Yu joined him and together they stared at the rather old-fashioned television. It had a rabbit-ears style antenna and the channel changer was a knob on the front.

"You don't suppose..." Yosuke began and trailed off.

"The TV World has never been very cold," Yu remarked.

"We don't know where it would take us. Could be a Shadow's den..."

"And we don't have our weapons, but..."

"It's worth the risk," Yosuke finished. "Agreed?" Yu nodded, and Yosuke reached out to touch the screen. As he made contact, suddenly a feminine hand shot out of it, grabbed his arm, and pulled him the rest of the way in. He didn't even have a chance to scream.

Yu blinked at where his vanished friend had been a second ago and followed in after without hesitation.


They were in a forest. The ground was blanketed with a light dusting of snow, but a weak sun was shining and the temperature wasn't too cold. It was warmer than the cabin had been.

"Wha... Where are we, partner? Whoa, what the hell is that!?"

Yu glanced at Yosuke, who was face-to-face with a large, featureless haniwa. In fact, there were several more of the terracotta statues around them, almost as many as the trees.

Yosuke rapped his fingers against the statue, and the sound echoed since it was hollow. "Man, for a moment I thought it was a Shadow!"

"I did not wish to interrupt, but..." said a voice behind them. Yosuke jumped and grabbed Yu's arm.

Yu himself stared and opened his mouth at the elegant woman walking towards them. "M-Margaret?"

"We have business to attend to," the Velvet Room attendant finished, a small smile that could actually be a smirk on her face. She wore the same clothes as always—blue coat and black stockings—and the cold didn't seem to be affecting her at all.

"She's beautiful... Uh, who is she?" Yosuke whispered. "You know her?"

Yu nodded. "She looks dangerous, but she's an ally."

The mature woman raised an eyebrow in amusement. "Indeed. My name is Margaret, and I am a helper on his journey. I am here to guide you... Do you remember?" She addressed the question at Yu.

"You found Marie?" Yu stepped forward in his enthusiasm, breaking away from Yosuke's grip.

Margaret turned to the entrance to the shrine near them and proceeded to explain that Marie had recovered her memories of who she was... and that she now desired to be forgotten.

"Are we talking about the same Marie... Marie-chan?" Yosuke asked. "I knew she wasn't a student, but... she's from this world? That's hard to take in."

"We'll save her," Yu announced.

"Oh, there's no doubt about that, partner!" Yosuke winked at him. "But, uh... just the two of us...?"

Margaret smiled more with her eyes than anything. "In fact, the others have just arrived. One moment."

She stepped before the old TV standing in the middle of the snow. She pushed her hand through its screen, and when she drew back, the rest of the Investigation Team suddenly tumbled through it in a clash of limbs and mixture of cries, protests, and curses.

"Wh-where are we—you two!" Chie cried. She was the first to get to her feet. "We were so worried! Whoa, I think she's the one who grabbed me...!"

Margaret turned to Yu. "I'll leave you to explain to the rest..."

"Y-yeah," said Yu. "Do you all remember that story I told you last night...? It seems the girl just recovered her memories and she needs our help."

"That story was real? Senpai..." Rise murmured.

"Marie needs us," Yu continued, his face a mask of determination. "Let's make a plan..."

That Marie didn't want to be found was worrisome, but truth be told, Yu looked forward to leading the rescue mission. It would give him one more opportunity to make memories with his friends.


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Fandom: Persona 4 
Pairing: Yu/Yosuke 
Rating: G
Category: M/M
Summary: Yu invites Yosuke over for another sleepover, but it ends in a way neither of them planned for.
Author's notes: This is a crosspost from AO3 and ffnet.
Spoilers for November.
See this page for the series index.

"Yosuke~"

The brown-haired boy whirled in surprise to find Yu trotting up to him, and his stomach seemed to do a little flip. Damn, it hadn't been that long since he'd seen his boyfriend, but the catty way Yu had called his name and the obvious excitement in his step almost made Yosuke's knees go weak.

"Y-yeah, partner?" Oh boy, he was tripping over his tongue already.

Yu sidled up next to him and they began to walk towards school together. The silver-haired boy waved a hand at the sky. "The weather report indicates we're in for some snow, so..." he trailed off.

"So...?" Yosuke prompted.

Yu's cheeks turned a little bit pink, more than the cold warranted. "So... I was thinking maybe we could study at my place again...?"

Yosuke chuckled and then told him, "I'll think about it."

Yu clicked his tongue in disappointment. Yosuke snickered, then took his hand and they walked together like that until they got closer to school.


All throughout class, Yosuke daydreamed about, well, the after school activities in his immediate future. He noticed Yu glancing out of the classroom's windows every so often, wondering, maybe, if the weather was going to cooperate with them.

Maybe they'd kiss in Yu's room this time. Maybe Yu would take him up on his offer to touch him. Yosuke suppressed a shudder. He'd been so scared the last time he stayed the night at the Dojima residence, but now... He crossed his arms at his desk and imagined they weren't his own. Then he wondered if that was creepy...

When class was over Yosuke told Yu he'd be over soon because he had to stop by at his own house to get his books for tomorrow and a change of clothes. He wasn't being entirely truthful. The main reason was that he had a gift for Yu that he wanted to pick up.

It was something silly, almost not worth bothering with, but...

"Yosukeeeeee! Where are you going?"

Crap. He'd just been caught in the middle of packing by Teddie. The bear was in his costume, standing right in the doorway, and…

"Is that Sensei's clothes?" the bear observed, his already comically large eyes widening further. "You're going to Sensei's house? No fair! I want to come, too!" Teddie lunged forward and grabbed Yosuke's arm and wouldn't let go.

Crap times two. Teddie had noticed that Yosuke had packed the uniform he'd borrowed from Yu during the last sleepover.

"We're just going to study for a bit. And we can't study with you around, you dumb bear!" Yosuke pushed him off, but the bear bounced right back up.

"Don't lie to meeeee," Teddie whined. "I know you're going over there to score with Sensei!"

Yosuke's jaw dropped, but he recovered enough to stammer, "What are you talking about!"

The bear folded his hands behind his back and waggled his ears with a smug (and disturbingly knowing) smile. "Rise-chan told me you're scoring!"

Crap times three. He and Yu hadn't quite figured out how they were going to explain their relationship to Teddie. The bear was so excitable that he'd probably announce it to the world, including Yosuke's parents. Yosuke didn't know how his parents would react if they found out he was dating a boy, and he didn't want to find out.

He obviously have to get Yu to have a talk with Teddie soon. He always listened to Sensei.

"Your face is all red, Yosuke! What's wrong? Are you sick?" The bear leaned his face in uncomfortably close to his. Yosuke could see the stitching around his costume's eyes and it was kind of creepy.

"I'm fine!" Yosuke declared, backing away. "It's just... scoring? We're not... ugh!"

"Yosuke!" Teddie picked up the backpack in his claws and pressed it into Yosuke's hands. "Go to Sensei and score and come back and tell me all about it!"

Yosuke swore at him but took the backpack and went downstairs. He'd just have to hope the bear wouldn't say anything to his mom. His parents considered Teddie 'eccentric,' so even if he did, Yosuke could probably find some way to explain it away.

He stopped in the kitchen to pick up Yu's 'gift' from the freezer—it was a box about the size of a shoebox—then headed into the garage where he grabbed a screwdriver from the workbench and then affixed the detachable metal wire basket to the front of his yellow bike. Only after he'd gone to the trouble of screwing all the bolts in did he realize he hadn't even checked if the cardboard box would fit in it. He was in luck: it did, but fit so snugly that his finger got caught when putting it in. Dammit, maybe it wasn't worth it... Yu was just gonna make fun of him... but he'd already gone this far to bring it...

He sped down the road to Yu's place, his heart in his throat half from pumping the bike pedals and half from anticipation. He squinted into the weak winter sunlight beaming in his face. Dammit, where was that snow? 

Sleepover sleepover sleepover...!

Wh... What would Yu want to do...?

He was in the middle of a daydream about just that when he realized he was already there. The way to the Dojima residence was now second-nature to him, like going to school or work. He could get there with his mind in the clouds.

He parked his bike and spent a long time cursing while prying the cardboard box out of the wire basket. He hefted it under his arm and immediately regretted it because damn it was still cold from being in the freezer. He felt it even through his uniform jacket.

He rang the doorbell with his free hand. "Hey, partner," he greeted when Yu opened the door.

"Hey," Yu said with a snow-melting smile. Damn, it was so great to see Yu's smile... But Yosuke couldn't take the time to appreciate it because the box was slipping under his arm. He awkwardly hopped his way inside and deposited it with an unceremonious slam onto the kitchen table and then rubbed his cold-numbed side with a small hiss.

"What's...?" Yu asked.

Yosuke turned the box around so the label was prominently displayed. He watched Yu's eyes brighten with delight.

It was a box of half and half berry flavored Topsicles.

Yosuke shrugged. "You said they were your favorite so—mmph!" Yu's mouth was suddenly on his.

Yu pulled away and rubbed his face against Yosuke's, humming contentedly.

"D-dude, it's just a box of Topsicles," Yosuke murmured. Damn, Yu was happier about this than the damned flowers he'd brought last time. "And it's already been opened because of Teddie."

Yosuke tried to return to the entryway to remove his shoes but found that Yu had snaked his arm around his waist. Yu pulled him in for another kiss. Yosuke didn't stop him and relaxed into the embrace. His friend's body was so warm after his trip through the cold, and if Yu was being this affectionate then probably no one was home...

"How long are you planning on keeping that door open?" Dojima's dry, smoke-coarsened voice came from the living room.

Yosuke yelped and pushed Yu away, though the detective probably couldn't see them. At least, Yosuke couldn't see him, at any rate.

Yu just smiled and patted his shoulder, then closed and locked the front door. Yosuke toed off one shoe before Nanako-chan came running out of nowhere and tackled his legs. "Yosuke-nii!"

He laughed and bent his knees to give the little girl a hug.

"Look what Yosuke brought," Yu said. He pointed to the Topsicle box and she did a little dance. "Oh~ Topsicles!"

This family is so easy to please, Yosuke thought, shaking his head in amusement.

Yu took the box and made room in the refrigerator for it while Yosuke listened to Nanako-chan tell him a story about an adventure her stuffed animals had gone on.

Yosuke wondered if they'd go to Yu's room next, but Yu said he had to start making dinner. Nanako-chan volunteered to help, but Yu told her to watch TV with her father. "You too, Yosuke."

"But watching you cook is..." Yosuke blushed instead of ending his sentence. Way more interesting than television...

Yu smiled at him but made a shooing motion with both of his hands and Yosuke had no choice but to join Nanako-chan at the kotatsu. It seemed like Dojima had turned the TV to a kids' show, some sort of cartoon. The little girl was quickly engrossed.

Yosuke tried to watch it with her, but he was aware that Dojima-san was watching him. The detective was only a few feet away, anyway, on the couch. Yosuke bit the inside of his cheek. Should he try to talk to him or something? He was pretty sure the detective didn't like him. Anything he could say would probably make it worse...

Dojima broke the silence himself. He nodded at the back porch. "Seems like we're in for some snow," he commented.

Yosuke looked out the window. Soft flakes were pouring down from the sky. Ah, so the weather was on their side! He smiled to himself.

"Was it your idea to come over, or his?" Dojima asked slowly. "If this keeps up, you might have to stay the night."

Yosuke quickly wiped away his smile as he recounted the excuse he'd come up with earlier. "W-well, we have a trigonometry quiz coming up, so..."

Dojima snorted and shook his head. "Make sure you get your studying done before you start goofing off. And make sure to stay quiet."

Dojima was looking at him with a stern and steady gaze. Wh-what exactly did Dojima-san suspect him of?

"Yessir," Yosuke squeaked.

Dojima's eyes softened, and then he sighed and scratched his head. Then his eyes roamed to the TV and Yosuke relaxed a little.

When the cartoon was over, Dojima switched it to the news, and Nanako-chan asked Yosuke to play with her in her room. 

To his embarrassment, he found the little brown Yosuke bunny that Yu had knitted a while ago sitting prominently next to Chan-chan, Nanako's favorite, a large purple rabbit.

"Umm," he said when she picked it up and showed it to him. He absently touched his headphones around his neck because the Yosuke bunny had a set of miniature headphones too... Yu had done a great job with it, he had to admit.

"I want big bro to make a big bro bunny!" Nanako-chan declared. "Then we could have a lot of fun!"

Wh-what, was she going to make them play house or something? 

As if to demonstrate, she put the Yosuke bunny on the back of a plush pony and had it ride across the rug until she had it stop in front of 'Princess Maimai,' which was a doll with a surprisingly intricate lace dress.

They were enacting a scene from a fairy tale she'd learned in class recently when she suddenly put down the little black dog she was holding. "Hey, Yosuke-nii... U-umm..."

Still holding Chan-chan, he glanced at her quizzically. "Yeah, Nanako-chan?"

"Are you going to make chocolates for big bro for Valentine's Day?"

Yosuke clutched the plush rabbit to his chest reflexively in surprise and blushed furiously. "I, uh, I don't—"

"Shh!" she said, holding a finger to her lips. She motioned him to move closer. He leaned in, curious, and her tiny hands turned his head so that she could whisper in his ear. "Big bro doesn't really like chocolate."

"Huh," said Yosuke, pulling away to look at her. "What does he like?"

She didn't answer, but her intense brown eyes bored unblinking into his face… like he should know already.

He chuckled nervously. "A-all right. Thanks for the, uh, tip."

She smiled impishly at him and then picked up the dog and began to play again.


Later that evening the two boys were finally alone in Yu's room. Yosuke was sitting at the desk, and Yu was on the couch reading a book.

It wasn't a surprise that Yu had actually made him work on his math homework. What was possibly surprising was how much Yosuke could focus when he knew he'd be rewarded after. Yu promised him a kiss for every problem he got right...

"Ah, Yosuke, you were so close," Yu said, leaning over his shoulder and checking his work on the very last problem in the set.

"Aww, man... Where was I wrong?"

Yu's finger pointed out that he hadn't distributed a number properly, which had thrown off the rest of his answer.

"Can't I get partial credit?" Yosuke asked, looking up at his partner hopefully.

Yu shook his head and stepped away. "You know we won't get any on the real test."

Yosuke looked as disappointed as he could to get Yu to relent, but his partner could be really stubborn sometimes. "Come on..." Yosuke whined when it was obvious he wasn't going to budge.

"I'll tell you what," Yu said. "If you do well on the actual test, then..."

"Then… what? And how well?" Better than Chie was probably doable, but better than Yukiko, not so much.

"Then I'll..." Yu trailed off. Whatever he was going to say apparently embarrassed him greatly, because he stopped and turned his head, shielding his face with his shoulder.

Damn, Yosuke thought. Now he really had to study!


Done with their homework, they decided to relax with a video game since Yu hadn't yet obtained a new model kit. Yosuke had chosen a racing game because that seemed more likely to keep them excited for... whatever their late-night activities were going to be. A fighting game might be better for that, but Yu was a button-masher on a worse level than Teddie. It was quite annoying.

Yu moved his futon out a bit from the corner of the room so that he could see the TV while sitting on it. Yosuke was on the spare futon placed directly in front of the TV.

Before they started, though, Yu said he was going to get changed. "You brought pajamas this time, right?"

Yosuke glanced at his duffel bag wedged between the spare futon and the model kit shelf. "Uh, yeah." He turned back to the game, controller in his hands, trying to set up the grand prix with the maps he wanted.

"Take them out?" Yu suggested.

"I'll get changed later," Yosuke replied, his eyes still glued to the TV.

"Please take them out."

Scowling at the interruption, Yosuke bent down and rummaged through his duffel bag with his left hand, holding his controller in the other, glad that he'd left it unzipped earlier when he'd taken out his math notebook. He tossed his pajamas behind him on the futon and returned to the game.

"Okay," said Yu. "I'm gonna get changed!"

Yosuke hunched his shoulders and tried to focus on setting up the game and definitely not trying to see his partner's reflection in the TV screen. He heard the soft rustle of fabric behind him, and when he heard a zipper he bit his lower lip hard and tried rather unsuccessfully to keep his mind blank instead of imagining what was happening.

A grunt and a sigh later, Yu shuffled past him and took a seat at the edge of his futon and picked up his controller. "Okay, so I'm, what, the red racer?"

"Yu, what the hell!" Yosuke squeaked.

His partner was wearing his pajamas.

Yosuke didn't wear pajamas normally, but when it was cold, boxers and an undershirt just weren't enough. The top was just a plain orange pajama top with long sleeves, and the bottoms were tiger-patterned, orange and black. He had matching slippers at home.

The pajamas didn't quite fit Yu—they didn't quite fit Yosuke, either, and with Yu being just a little bigger in size, the tightness was even more pronounced, and a few inches of his leg could be seen above the ankles.

"You can close your mouth," Yu teased.

"Partner, you, wha..." Yosuke's mental train was derailed and it took just a little longer for it to get back on track. "Wh-what am I going to wear, then?" he demanded.

Yu stretched his legs out in front of his futon and ran his fingers across the stripes. Then he looked up at Yosuke. "Well, you can wear mine again. You did last time." He had that smile on his face, the weird one he used when he thought he was being funny but was worried that he wasn't.

"Only if it's a set you actually wore this time!" Yosuke declared. He then immediately covered his mouth in surprise at his own words.

"Yep," said Yu, ignoring his embarrassment and tossing his set from his futon and onto Yosuke's. "Enjoy."

Yosuke stared at the pajamas in the messy pile right next to him as if mesmerized. He was going to wear Yu's pajamas. Yu's used pajamas. Well, unless Nanako-chan had done the laundry today...

He tentatively touched the top of the pile with his hand as if to test that, but drew back at the sound of Yu's sultry voice. "Don't be shy."

"Dammit, partner, don't say stuff like that!" Yosuke crossed his arms, aggravated.

Yu's shoulders were rolling with suppressed laughter.

Yosuke grabbed the pajamas and headed to the bathroom to get changed. There he discovered that... Yu's pajamas hadn't been washed recently. They smelled distinctly like Yu—a combination of sweat and cat dander and some brand of deodorant that Yosuke wasn't familiar with but wanted to become familiar with—and Yosuke almost decided to use the pajama top as a pillow instead of wearing it so that he could smell it while he slept.

The pajamas were well-worn, too. The top's collar was starting to wear and the material had been stretched out. They felt very loose on his body.

He returned to the room and Yu told him he was looking good. Yosuke ignored the compliment and threw himself onto the spare futon and grabbed the controller. "Are we gonna race or what?" he grumbled. Out of the corner of his eye, though, he could see Yu watching him with that stupid grin...


They'd passed the first two stages when Yosuke noticed the second player driver was no longer moving. He glanced at Yu and found him leaning back with his eyes closed, mouth hanging open, snoring lightly. The controller was resting on his chest.

"Come on, partner, it's barely 10 o'clock!" Yosuke hoped his voice would wake him up. When it didn't, he decided to stop trying to win the race and instead drive his car right into Yu's and crash it over a barricade. It made him feel a little better.

Then he sighed and turned off the console. He took the controller from Yu—his partner still didn't wake up. He thought of nudging him, but... if he'd fallen asleep he probably needed it. Besides, the team's fearless leader looked so... vulnerable.

Yosuke watched the rise and fall of his partner's breathing for a long moment before trying to resettle him so that he was more comfortable on the futon. He needed to be a little more centered at least so that he wouldn't fall off at some point during the night. Then he pulled the blanket over Yu until he was tucked in nice and tight and sure to stay warm... though he knew from experience that his tiger pajamas would do the trick.

Yosuke looked at his partner's calm, sleeping face. Should he steal a kiss?

What kind of question was that? He kissed Yu lightly on the cheek. "Good night, partner," he whispered.

Yu seemed to rouse. "Love..." he mumbled.

Yosuke froze. "Dude, don't say things like..."

"Top... sic..."

Yosuke almost shoved Yu. There was no way he was asleep!

But Yu was snoring again. Yosuke watched him a closely to make sure he wasn't faking it, but it was soon clear that he was down for the count.

Yosuke sighed. He guessed Yu was really happy about his gift. Was his boyfriend weird or what?

The situation had made Yosuke a little nervous and now he needed to make a trip to the bathroom. He left the room, opening the door as quietly as possible so as not to disturb Yu, though it probably wouldn't wake him even if he slammed it open. Still, they weren't alone in the house. He suspected Dojima didn't stay up too late and had retired already.

He'd just finished using the bathroom when he heard something that sounded suspiciously like a sob coming from downstairs. In the quiet of the house, the sound seemed magnified. With a puzzled frown he stepped downstairs, wincing when one of the steps creaked loudly.

It was coming from Nanako-chan's room. Her door had been left partly open. He paused by the door and peeked inside, but it was too dark to make out anything except the little girl's silhouette in her child-sized futon.

"Big bro..." There were sniffles. "H-help me...!"

Without hesitation Yosuke rushed to her side. "N-Nanako-chan?" He put a hand on her shoulder, wondering if he should shake her awake.

Nanako-chan's eyes fluttered open at the contact. They reflected the faint light coming from the night light in her room. She turned her head to peer up at him. "Big bro?"

She probably couldn't recognize him in the dark. "Ah, umm, it's me, umm... but I'll go get him!" he declared.

He tried to move away, but the girl's hand clutched his arm with surprising strength for a seven-year-old. "Yosuke-nii! Don't go!" She tugged on his arm and he allowed himself to be pulled close to her. He could feel the wetness of tears on her face.

He put his arms around her and then tried to pat her on the head to calm her down. "Nanako-chan... Did you have a nightmare?" he asked.

She nodded against his chest. "Y-yeah... I was scared."

"Well... It's all right. I'm here!" he declared.

She snuggled up against him, much like he'd seen her do with Yu by the kotatsu before. "Yosuke-nii... I dreamed I couldn't breathe. And it was really bright, but everyone was there, and they were worried... And big bro was angry and scared and... And I couldn't breathe, it hurt."

She was either remembering her stay in the hospital, or when they'd rescued her from the TV World... Damn that Namatame!

Yosuke continued to hold her. "It's all right. You're home and safe, Nanako-chan. Big bro is upstairs. Your dad's probably in his room. And I'm... here."

"Mm," she mumbled. "Don't go... Please stay..."

"All right. I'll stay," he promised her.

"Mm, you smell like big bro..."

He felt her body relax, and slowly her breathing became softer until she fell asleep. He tried to pull away, but her arms were around his waist, and she stirred when he tried to pry them off. Well, he'd promised he'd stay with her, so... He tried to make himself comfortable, and her quiet breathing and her heartbeat on his chest soon lulled him into sleep, too.


The next morning, Yu and Dojima stood next to each other in the doorway to Nanako's room. They both stared in silence for some time.

Dojima glanced at Yu for a second before turning back to the sight of his daughter in Yosuke's arms. "Are you sure I don't have anything to worry about?"

Yu brushed away some of his hair. "She has nightmares, sometimes," he said softly.

There was a significant pause. "I know."

Yu looked at him in surprise.

"You and your friend aren't the only ones who've heard her crying out in the night," Dojima said. His hands clenched and then unclenched. "I found her last week. My back killed me the next day, but... Damn it."

Dojima... had stayed all night in Nanako's room to comfort her? Yu looked at his uncle with new respect.

"You wake them up. Rather not have Hanamura break anything." Dojima turned away to head towards the kitchen, but paused after a single step. "By the way, Yu."

"Yes, uncle?"

"What are you wearing?"

Startled, Yu looked down and realized he still had Yosuke's tiger-patterned pajamas on. "Oh, uh," he said, but Dojima had already walked away. Soon the smell of coffee filtered in from the kitchen.

Alone now, Yu watched his cousin and boyfriend sleep for a long moment. Then he took out his cell phone and snapped a photo of the two. He'd need it soon, when he left Inaba...


[End Notes: I wish the "Nanako nightmare comfort" scene was my own idea but it was definitely inspired by a scene in No Beginning, No End by strangestquiet.]


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Fandom: Persona 4 
Pairing: Yu/Yosuke 
Rating: G
Category: M/M
Summary: Yu and Yosuke officially reveal their relationship to the Investigation Team. And some others...? 
Author's notes: This is a crosspost from AO3 and ffnet.
Fun fact: I didn't know that chrysanthemums were a symbol for gay sex in Japan until after I'd written this and sent it off to my beta... haha... I hope the other flowers I used don't have any suggestive symbolism associated with them!
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Yosuke paused at the top of the stairwell, right before the door that led to the school's roof. He didn't really want to go up there and meet with the others... He'd seen how Chie kept looking at him in class today when she thought he wouldn't notice. Curious and suspicious all at the same time, like he might do a funny trick or something...

"Are you all right?" his boyfriend asked from a few steps behind.

Yosuke nervously brushed a hand through his floppy brown hair as he glanced back at Yu. "Y-yeah... It almost feels like I'm taking you home to meet my parents or something..."

"We could do that after," Yu suggested with a teasing smile.

"No. Way." Yosuke crossed his arms and glared at him, and Yu laughed, soft and rumbling, and his ease in laughing just made Yosuke's anxiety worse. How could his partner be totally okay with coming out to their friends...?

"Come on," Yu said. "Or I'll start kissing you. And then they'll wonder where we are, and open the door, and..."

"All right, all right!" Yosuke grumbled. Although that sounded kind of tempting...

"Don't worry, we can make out later," Yu told him, brushing his fingers across Yosuke's cheek.

Yosuke blushed hard. Had he said that out loud? He shook his head and opened the stairwell door with determination. Luckily the winter wind gave him an excuse to have flushed cheeks. It was a breezy day, or maybe it felt that way due to the sudden transition from warm school stairwell to cold rooftop.

Chie and Yukiko were sitting next to each other, matching bookends in green and red. Next to Yukiko was Naoto, looking warm in her cardigan coat—shouldn't she be in her school uniform...? Next to Chie was Rise who was sitting casually with her hands in her lap. Kanji wasn't there, and Yosuke wondered if Yu hadn't invited him or if he just couldn't make it because he had to help his mom with the shop.

"Uh, hey guys," Yosuke greeted. He crossed his arms again and waited for Yu to catch up and join the group. The next thing he knew, though, Yu was embracing him from behind, looking at their friends over his shoulder. "D-dammit, Yu!"

"I just wanted to make an announcement," Yu said, not letting Yosuke go, although, to his credit, Yosuke wasn't struggling or anything. "Yosuke and I are dating."

Yosuke closed his eyes in fear of everyone's reaction. "Relax," Yu whispered in his ear, squeezing him a little tighter. His breath was so warm... Yosuke forced himself to release his own held breath and to reopen his eyes.

"Well, that is kinda what we were talking about before you finally got here," Chie said with a small laugh. She stretched her legs out before her and then bent them again. "That was a pretty passionate kiss yesterday. I mean, wow."

"I can't believe I missed it," Yukiko said. She looked thoroughly depressed about missing it, too.

"It kind of shook my world," Chie admitted. "But you guys were always pretty close, so... It makes sense in retrospect. Right, Rise?" She turned her head to look at the idol next to her.

"Oh, Senpai." Rise sighed. "I should've known that you were, umm... But I see why you didn't want to tell us. I'm sorry, Senpai, and Yosuke-senpai, too."

Her slap yesterday had stung, but Yosuke told her there was no harm done. "I'm just glad you didn't use your nails..." he muttered.

"We didn't want to tell anyone," Yu continued, "until we were sure ourselves that this was what we wanted."

"And it is," Yosuke added, lifting his head and daring anyone to challenge it. "Yu is mine."

"It looks more like you're Yu's, to me," Chie commented with a snicker.

Yosuke scowled and tried to wriggle out of his boyfriend's arms, but it didn't work because he didn't really want to get out. Besides, all it did was make Yu hold him tighter, and heck any tighter and he might not be able to breathe.

"So," said Yu. "Any questions?"

"What?" Yosuke protested. "They don't need to know any more than this!"

"How long have you been together, anyway?" Chie asked.

Naoto spoke up. "I suspect the pair has been together since on or around New Year's."

"Damn, Naoto," Yosuke said. "How in the world...?"

She nodded to herself with a smug smile.

Chie raised another question. "And are you two happy?"

"Hell yes!" Yosuke exclaimed. "Uh, I mean... Y-yeah..." Chie was now laughing at him. He felt his face get warm. He hadn't meant to be so enthusiastic. God, that was embarrassing...

"Mmm-hmm..." Yu rubbed his face against Yosuke's. Ah, maybe that was even more embarrassing. Any minute now, Yosuke suspected, Yu would start kissing him in front of everyone. He would just die of mortification.

"So..." Rise began. "How far have you gone, Senpai?" She spoke in a very playful tone of voice. She seemed to have recovered from the news rather quickly... but that was Risette for you—always bouncing back.

"We're mostly just at the kissing stage," Yu replied promptly.

"D-don't tell them that!" Yosuke squawked, face coloring further.

"But I think we'll soo—unf!" Yosuke cut Yu off by kicking him in the shin with his heel and breaking away from his embrace.

"Private life is private, okay!?" Yosuke declared. "No one needs to know that!"

Yu started laughing even as he stood on one leg to massage his injured shin.

Yosuke glared at him.

"I'm sorry, Yosuke," Yu said, managing a half-way sincere look somehow.

"Ahh, whatever," Yosuke muttered.

"You should kiss and make up!" Chie suggested.

Yosuke whirled and turned his scowl on her. "No way!" She was grinning at him like a shark, and Yukiko was nodding next to her in support, apparently eager to see what she'd missed the previous day. His indignation evaporated as he realized that if they were teasing him about it... that meant they accepted it, that he and Yu were a couple, and that made him... kind of light-headed with relief.

Unless they were teasing him because they didn't think he was serious. He wouldn't put it past them. He glanced at Yu, who was still bent on the floor and rubbing his shin. Man, he hadn't hit him that hard... He wasn't Chie! Yosuke stepped over to him, and when the silver-haired boy looked up, met him with a kiss. A simple kiss, just lips on lips, but he felt Yu smile into it and that warmed him up more than the New Years amazake.

...He almost forgot the others were there until Naoto ahem'd. Yosuke broke away. All four of the girls were blushing. Chie and Naoto were looking at the floor, Yukiko was giggling into her hand, and Rise was fanning her face.

"W-well," Chie said, scratching her head sheepishly. "I was kind of joking, haha..."

Then Yosuke's cell phone rang. He checked the name. It was his dad, which meant his day was about to be ruined. With a belabored sigh he excused himself from the group and answered it.

And he was right. He returned to them less than a minute later to inform them he had to leave—someone had called out at Junes and he had to make up the shift. "Sorry, partner..." he told Yu. "I guess I'll call you later."

Yu saw him off with a light peck on the cheek. "I'll hold you to it."

Yosuke turned to the girls awkwardly. "Umm, see you, I guess."

Yukiko started snickering for no apparent reason—maybe Chie whispered something at her—and he left before it turned into the inevitable laughing fit.


Yu remained on the roof with the four girls. Rise patted the spot next to her. "Senpai?" Yu sat there, and she hesitantly laid her hand on his forearm. "Senpai... I should've known that you were... I've seen all kinds of people in the business, but I didn't realize at all..."

Yu smiled at her, not unkindly. "It's not something I like to advertise, you understand. But I've known for a while that I... prefer men. That's why I didn't exactly... respond to you."

"Y-yeah..." Rise murmured with pink cheeks. "I understand now..."

"But now the big question is, why Yosuke?" Chie said with a laugh.

"Yeah, really!" Rise said, eager to know.

Yu opened his mouth to answer but was interrupted.

"It's obvious, Chie." Everyone, including Yu, turned to look at Yukiko as she spoke. "Yosuke-kun is his prince."

"That's..." Chie said, eyes wide. It was strange to hear Yukiko reference her own Shadow, but Yukiko was like that sometimes...

"Or, maybe he's Yosuke-kun's prince." Yukiko paused. "I haven't quite decided."

Yu smiled at Yukiko, full of warmth. "Exactly. Yosuke and I look out for each other. He said it first—we're partners. I know he's not perfect—no one's perfect—and maybe he does speak without thinking—but he's honest. He's hard-working; we all know that. And he's brave, too. He allowed himself to explore his feelings, to find out that he liked me, too, even though he was scared." Yu sighed, but he was still smiling. "I'm not sure I've ever been happier."

"You've clearly deliberated this," Naoto noted. "We know you are not one to rush into things."

"Love isn't about thinking, Naoto-kun," Rise chided. "You justify it after the fact." She giggled. "Face it, Senpai—you just thought Yosuke was cute, and then it built from there."

"Well, maybe," Yu admitted. "His hair is so soft, and whenever those pretty brown eyes catch mine, I—" He was blushing now. "Yeah, maybe."

"And every time he called you 'partner,' your heart fluttered a little more, is that right?" Now Chie was giggling too. She apologized for it. "I'm sorry. It's still a little funny. I mean, our Yosuke..."

"I don't mind," Yu told her. "I understand that it might take some getting used to. But it's serious... so please don't tease him too much about it."

The girls agreed, and then the subject changed to Valentine's Day, which was coming up soon...


After school on Saturday, Yu invited Yosuke to the Samegawa riverbank, where he laid out a blanket over the snow-covered grass. It was a mild day. Not warm enough to melt the snow, but not cold enough to prevent them from enjoying the outdoors. They sat together on the blanket, watching the clouds and birds go by, talking about little, mostly-unimportant things...

And holding hands. And leaning against each other. And sometimes kissing.

"Tomorrow," Yu said. "You're coming over, right? You promised... We'll make a snowman with Nanako?"

"Snow bunny," Yosuke corrected. "And yeah, I'm just gonna, you know, not answer if my dad calls. Heh."

"Good." Yu brushed his nose against Yosuke's ear. "Maybe you could stay overnight again?"

"Ah, that..." Yosuke cleared his throat. The last time he'd stayed over, they'd finished one of Yu's model kits. Yosuke had been unsure of their relationship then, had been afraid to even let Yu touch him... It would be different this time, but he knew Yu wouldn't make him do anything he wasn't ready for. "I'd like to, but I don't know. It depends on my family. Someone has to watch Teddie, you know. And won't you have to get Dojima-san's permission?"

"I don't think he'll mind too much. As long as we stay quiet. Well, just let me know when you can..."

Yosuke promised that he would, and then started thinking about how he'd ask his mom for permission.

Something rustled in the snow behind them. A week ago, Yosuke might have frantically pulled himself away from Yu, but no more. If he was serious about this—and he was—he had to be brave. Besides, they were sitting on the same blanket, anyway.

An elderly white dog circled them. Yosuke recognized it as Chie's. "Muku?" The dog sniffed his outstretched legs and wagged its tail.

Soon enough Chie was calling after it. "Muku! Get back here! Oh, it's you two. Oh... Oh!" She spied how close they were. "S-Sorry, I didn't know you were... Eh heh." She tilted her head and scratched it in embarrassment.

"You don't have to leave," Yu told her. "This is Muku? The dog you found with Yukiko?" Yu patted its head with his free hand and the dog leaned into him happily.

"It's really weird to see you guys like this," Chie said. "Umm, no offense! I don't think Yosuke is the romantic type, is all. A walk in the park is probably beyond him."

"What—?" Yosuke protested. "Hey, I'm plenty romantic! I'm way more romantic than you, you kung fu nut."

"Oh? Have you brought Yu-kun flowers yet?" Chie teased.

"What... Why would I do that?" Yosuke seemed surprised.

Chie snorted. "Told ya."

"A guy bringing a guy flowers?" Yosuke muttered. "That's just... weird..."

"I like carnations," Yu told him. "But roses are always good. Or maybe... chrysanthemums."

"What the hell, man?" Yosuke glared at him.

Yu kissed him high on the neck.

"Dude, not in front of Chie!" Yosuke blushed and leaned away.

"Ahaha," Chie laughed. "I was just going. Have fun, you two! Come, Muku!"

"Bring me some flowers," Yu pleaded after she had left.

"Dude, no."

Yu whined much like a dog and nuzzled his neck further.

"Ugh, seriously?" Yosuke complained.


They cuddled for a while until Yu told him it was time for their appointment with Kanji.

"Ah, I don't really want to..." Yosuke muttered. One, it was really comfortable here leaning next to Yu, and two, he was well-aware of how hypocritical his past treatment of Kanji was.

"I'd rather we told him ourselves," Yu said, "instead of waiting for the girls to tell him. Don't you think so?"

Yosuke sighed his agreement and followed Yu to Tatsumi Textiles, where Kanji's kind old mother met them. She directed them to go right on into the back, and Yu led the way down the hall to the living room. It had a small, old-fashioned TV, a short table, two couches, and a cabinet in the corner. Kanji was seated on the floor in the front of the table, sorting through the sewing supplies strewn all over it.

"Yo, Senpai. Oh, and Yosuke-senpai." Kanji's eyebrows drew together, well, more together than they naturally were. "Yosuke-senpai wants to learn this, too?"

"I'm just visiting," Yosuke assured him, trying his best not to sound rude by declining. "I was, ah, curious. Do you mind if I stay?"

Kanji rolled his heavy shoulders in a shrug. "Not a prob."

Yosuke made himself comfortable on the far couch and put his headphones on. He kept the music's volume low so that he could still take part in the conversation.

"So... sewing, right?" Kanji asked. "You got any experience at all, Senpai?"

"A little," Yu said. "Sometimes when I was a kid I had to take care of small tears in my clothes. Mostly just patch jobs, nothing fancy." Yosuke raised an eyebrow at this. Yu always took very good care of his clothes. Maybe that was why.

The bleach-blond boy nodded. "You know how to thread a needle, then. The hardest part, sometimes. We'll just do some running stitches today, easy stuff. You'll get it real fast, Senpai."

Despite the assurance, it didn't turn out to be that easy for Yu because, well, because he was Yu.

"Senpai, you're not supposed to put the needle back through like that!"

"But it's not perfect..." Yu growled. "It's a millimeter away from where I meant to put it!"

Kanji scratched his head, obviously unsure what to say to that. "'S just practice, Senpai, doesn't have to be perfect. Besides, dependin' on the material, that'd leave extra holes in the fabric."

"Is this that sort of material?"

"Well, no," Kanji admitted, "but it's a bad habit to get into, undoing stitches."

"Don't care," Yu said under his breath, pulling hard on one of the stitches in the material he was working with. "Has to be just right."

Yosuke snorted, unable to contain his amusement any longer. When the two boys looked at him, he told Kanji he was being way too patient with Yu. "Just tell him to stop being a dumbass and finish the damn stitching."

"Yosuke!" Yu looked and sounded offended.

By now Yu had unraveled half of his work in frustration. Looking at it, Kanji suggested that maybe a sewing machine would be better for him.

Yu sighed. "Thanks for the lesson, anyway, Kanji."

"Something Yu isn't perfect at!" Yosuke declared. "Finally!"

Yu glanced at him, unamused. "Well, if that's it for the day... We have something to tell you, Kanji."

"O-oh, right," Yosuke muttered, looking away from the both of them.

"Yeah, senpai?" Kanji began to put away his sewing needles in a little blue case that was designed to contain them. Then he picked up the spool Yu had used and ensured that the thread's end was secured on the rim before putting it into a sewing case that already contained dozens of other spools in a magnificent array of colors.

"Yosuke and I are, well, dating," Yu said, his cheeks just a little pink.

Kanji paused for just a moment, then closed the lid to the sewing case. "Doesn't take Naoto to figure that one out, Senpai. No offense."

Yosuke gaped at him. "You knew!?" Did Kanji, like, have a sixth sense for people who went that way? Probably did, probably from his Persona...

"'S pretty obvious. You two're always together, always lookin' at each other..." Kanji scratched his nose. "Look, I know people don't think I'm the brightest, but I ain't stupid, alright? It does help," he added, "that we caught you kissin' at the food court the other day."

"We are the opposite of subtlety, partner," Yosuke said with a sigh.

"Look, if it's what you want," Kanji said, "It don't really matter to me."

"Thank you, Kanji," Yu said. "We appreciate your support."

Kanji grunted, stood up, and hefted the heavy sewing case with ease to the cabinet in the room. Yu stood up, too, left the room, and returned a moment later with a broom and dustpan.

He handed the broom to Yosuke. "Actually, I need get back home," Yu said. "I promised Nanako-chan I'd be home in time for dinner. You can take care of clean up, right Yosuke?"

"Like I don't sweep enough at Junes," Yosuke muttered under his breath. He took the broom anyway and stood up to start sweeping. He was aware after the third stroke that Yu was still standing there, staring at him. "What, partner? Go on, I don't really mind."

Yu brought his fingers up to his own lips. He wanted a goodbye kiss.

Yosuke's eyes flitted to Kanji, who was putting away some fabric that they hadn't used. Not in front of him!

Yu sighed and told him he'd see him tomorrow. Yosuke nodded and went back to sweeping.

After he gathered a pile of dust, he set the broom aside and picked up the dustpan that Yu had left on the table. Kanji then took the broom to sweep the other side of the room.

Yosuke knew he shouldn't ask. He really shouldn't, but he was too curious, so he had to. "Say, Kanji... We aren't blind either. What's the deal with you and Naoto, anyway?"

Kanji's shoulders hunched defensively, but he didn't stop sweeping, though his grip on the handle was much tighter now. "None of your damned business."

"But you like her, right?" Yosuke asked, waving around the dustpan. "You've always liked her?"

"What's it matter to you?" Kanji growled.

"S-Sorry, I just..." Yosuke groped for the words he wanted to say. 'How does that even work?' – true, but Kanji would take that the wrong way. "I'm just wondering how you knew... that you liked her... even before you knew she was... pleasedon'thitme." He cringed.

"Just knew," Kanji answered simply. Yosuke opened his eyes and Kanji was still calmly sweeping. "Didn't think about it. Sometimes peoples' problems is just thinkin' too hard."

"I bet Naoto thinks too hard, too."

"Prob'ly," Kanji agreed. "It's her job."

Yosuke wondered if Kanji would ever tell her. He wondered if he should try to encourage him to tell her. But he knew if people got into his and Yu's business, he would not appreciate it... And whether Naoto was completely oblivious to Kanji's feelings or just playing oblivious was a mystery of its own. Yosuke wasn't close enough to her to find out, and the next closest was Rise, who probably wasn't going to be friendly to him for claiming Yu.

"Hey, Kanji..." Yosuke tipped the dustpan's contents into the trash bin, and then glanced at the boy. "Thanks. For... umm... For being cool. With me and Yu."

Kanji snorted. "Better not hear any more 'bout my Shadow from you, senpai."

"You got it!" Yosuke promised quickly. He punctuated it with a nervous laugh. Yeah, he had totally forfeited his right to rag on Kanji...


It was Sunday. Yosuke arrived at the door to the Dojima residence, hiding a bundle under his school jacket. Yu grinned wolfishly when he answered the door and saw it. "Oh? What's this?" he asked.

"Nuh-uh!" Yosuke danced to keep the bundle out of Yu's reach as he entered the house. "Nanako-chan!" he called.

"Yosuke-nii?" Nanako-chan turned off the television and raced towards him, stopping when she saw that his hands were full. Her eyes widened with curiosity.

Yu watched with silent amusement. Yosuke ignored him. "Nanako-chan," he said. "I got something for you."

"For me?" Her soft brown eyes widened further.

Yosuke drew the jacket off the bundle dramatically, revealing a bouquet of fresh-cut yellow and purple irises.

The girl buried her nose in the soft petals. "They smell so nice! Thank you, Yosuke-nii!"

"Come on, let's set them up." Yosuke set the flowers down on the dining room table, brought out a vase made of sturdy green glass from his backpack, filled it halfway with water from the kitchen sink, and then put the flowers in the vase, fussing with them for a bit to fluff them out. They'd wilted a little while under his jacket.

"Big bro, aren't they pretty?" Nanako-chan asked. "Dad's going to be surprised."

"They're beautiful," said Yu, but he wasn't looking at the flowers.

Yosuke was proud of his self-control. He didn't blush at all. He did cough before speaking, though. "Ah, I saw them on sale at Junes, you know, so I thought, well, 'who's as pretty as a flower?' and went ahead and got them, heh heh."

"They're from Junes?" Nanako-chan turned to him with a look of wonder.

"Every day's great," he told her with a grin.

"Yeah!" She sang the jingle to him, dancing and waving her arms. She paused all of a sudden. "Oh! Yosuke-nii, can I put some of the flowers in my room?"

"Sure. Do you have something to put them in?"

Nanako-chan nodded and went into her room.

"I never knew you were so good with kids," Yu commented while she was gone.

Yosuke shrugged. "Nah, she's just easy to please. Kind of like you... Are you sure you're not really her brother?"

Yu batted him on the shoulder, and Yosuke pranced away. As he moved, though, something in the kitchen caught his eye.

The drawing that Yosuke had made of a cartoon bunny version of the three of them—Yosuke, Yu, and Nanako—standing around a half-made snowman was pinned to the refrigerator.

"Umm... Partner..." Yosuke said.

"Oh, yeah," Yu said, noticing the direction of his gaze. "Nanako-chan was doing the laundry when she found it in my pants pocket, and since she's in it, she wanted to hang it up."

Yosuke looked agitated.

"Don't worry, she didn't think anything of it," Yu assured him. "Rise and Chie are wrong. She doesn't know about us. In fact... Nanako-chan?" He called the girl into the kitchen.

She returned from her room, holding a cup. "Big bro?"

"Tell Yosuke what you said when you saw the drawing he made."

"Ugh, you didn't have to tell her that I drew it..." Yosuke muttered.

A wide smile grew on Nanako-chan's face. "We're going to make a snowman!?"

Yu patted her on the head. "Yep. Let's get you bundled up, okay?" Nanako-chan nodded, set the cup on the kitchen table, and excitedly went to get her winter jacket out from the closet in her room. "See, she's as pure as the driven snow."

"All right, all right. Maybe I do get worked up over nothing sometimes," Yosuke admitted. "But the girls were positive that she knew about us..."

"You brought some gloves, right?" Yu asked. "If not, you can borrow uncle's pair, but they're kind of big."

"Hey, I came prepared, partner." Yosuke pulled out a pair of winter gloves from his pocket.

"I thought you might've forgot, what with the flowers. Irises, huh? They're very nice, by the way. Thank you."

Yosuke bit his cheek, determined not to blush in front of Yu's adoring gaze. "I would've got carnations, but they aren't in season."

"Irises are good, too," Yu said agreeably.

"They're for Nanako-chan," Yosuke muttered. "Remember that."

Nanako-chan returned and they helped her put on her bulky winter jacket. Yu placed a winter cap on her head that covered the tips of her ears. With the ensemble on, she looked like a pink and purple starfish that was reminiscent of one of Yu's Personas. Then, the three stepped outside and built a snowman together. Yu rolled the base, Yosuke the midsection, and Nanako-chan the head.

Turning the snowman into a snow bunny was more difficult than the boys initially thought. It turned out that snow ears were fragile when pointed straight up, so Yosuke ended up making it a floppy-eared rabbit instead. Then Yu brought out a carrot from the fridge and tied it to the twig they had used for one of its arms with some twine. Nanako-chan built the face using buttons from her room.

They stood back and admired the job well done. "Nanako-chan, what are you going to name it?" Yosuke asked her casually.

"I can name it!?" She seemed surprised.

"Of course," said Yu.

Her face wrinkled in thought. "Snow-chan!" she announced.

Yosuke laughed at the simplicity of it, and then told her it was a great name. She beamed at him.

Yu did too.

Work complete, they went back inside and helped Nanako-chan out of her layers of winter clothing, then gathered around the kitchen table. Nanako-chan asked Yosuke to put some of the flowers in the cup she had brought out earlier.

"Thank you again, Yosuke-nii!" Nanako-chan told him when he handed her the cup. "They're so pretty..."

Yosuke scratched the back of his head. "I told you, it's nothing. Livens up the place, you know?"

"Mmm," she said. "Oh! Big bro, do you have a pencil?"

Yu looked at her curiously. He slipped his hand into his jacket pocket and pulled out a partially-chewed up red pen. "Will this work?"

"Yeah!" She took it from him, and then went to the refrigerator and pulled down Yosuke's drawing. She brought it back to the table. "I just have to fix this," she explained. She uncapped the pen and looked at the drawing, concentration plain on her face.

"Oh, gonna finish drawing in Snow-chan?" Yosuke guessed.

Absorbed in thought, Nanako-chan didn't answer. She began to draw carefully on the paper. It didn't take her very long—when she was done, she triumphantly held it out to her big bro, who took it with an indulgent smile.

Yosuke saw the smile kind of freeze on his partner's face as he inspected the girl's changes to the drawing.

"Nanako-chan..." Yu said, sounding troubled.

Her smile was radiating sunshine. "Yosuke-nii and big bro bunny should be holding hands!" she declared.

Yosuke opened and closed his mouth several times. "Nanako-chan!" he squawked.

Nanako-chan looked at him with concern. "Is that wrong?" When he didn't answer, she looked at Yu, but he was staring at the table, biting his thumb, his cheeks turning as pink as some of the flowers on the table. "Big bro?"

The girl's expression saddened, and Yosuke sighed in defeat. "You're not wrong, Nanako-chan. In fact, you're absolutely right. We should be holding hands." He darted out and grabbed Yu's hand and held it on the table. Yu drew in his breath sharply. His distressed look slowly morphed into a more relaxed grin as Yosuke entwined their fingers.

"Good!" Nanako-chan said, her bright smile returning.

"Uhh... How did you figure it out, Nanako-chan?" Yosuke asked.

"Big bro is really happy whenever you're around, Yosuke-nii. And you're the only one who really comes over to visit. And he talks about you the most!"

Yu's face was probably redder than Yosuke had ever seen it. "Is that so..." Yosuke murmured.

"Probably," Yu admitted.

"I won't tell," Nanako-chan promised. "Chie-chan and Rise-chan asked, but I didn't tell them!"

"Uh, thanks," Yosuke told her. "Especially don't tell your dad."

She nodded.

Yu let out his breath and visibly relaxed. Yosuke was somewhat amused that he seemed to be taking it better than his partner.

Well, it was quite a shock. So much for her being as pure as the driven snow, huh?


Yu sat at the kitchen table later that evening—Yosuke had not been able to stay the night—sipping at the hot coffee his uncle had poured for him. Nanako-chan had been put to bed already, and Dojima was sitting across from him, reading the newspaper. The scent of the irises on the table wafted over to him and mixed with the scent of coffee in a strange but pleasant way.

"So..." Dojima began conversationally from behind the wall of newspaper. "Why did Hanamura bring my daughter flowers?"

Yu almost spilled the coffee. The mug clanged against the table, he'd put it down so fast.

Dojima lowered the newspaper to look at him over its edge. "Is there something I should be aware of?" he continued.

Yu thought fast for an excuse that his uncle would buy and came up empty.

"My daughter isn't old enough to be receiving flowers from anybody."

"They're," Yu began. He cleared his throat. "They're for me. Not Nanako-chan."

Dojima grunted and went back to his newspaper.

They sat in silence for a while. "Uncle," Yu began.

"Yu. It's none of my business what you get up to with him—as long as you lock the door. And never do anything when Nanako's around. God forbid she walks in on you."

"Y-yes, uncle..."

Dojima eyed him over the newspaper. "I don't have to tell you about being safe, do I?"

"We're... not that far yet," Yu admitted. "But I know... about being safe." He stared into his coffee, his hand wrapped tightly around the mug, blushing furiously.

"Good." Dojima again went back to the newspaper, and silence returned, only broken by the rustle when he turned the pages.

"Please don't tell my parents," Yu blurted out.

Dojima dropped the newspaper so quickly onto the table that it made the flowers shed some petals. He gave Yu a very stern look, one he probably reserved for suspects at the station. "It's none of their damned business."

Yu might have loved his uncle more than Yosuke, if only for a moment. He rushed around the table and surprised the detective with a sudden hug. He hiccupped into his shirt, and Dojima awkwardly patted him on the back.

"You're a good kid, Yu," Dojima muttered in a what the hell? sort of voice. He ruffled the boy's hair in what he probably hoped was an affectionate way.

Yu sniffled and thanked him over and over again.


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